Sorry for silence (Patreon)

im trying to take my time as was advised (even tho all i got was guilt for not doing much)
plus im sick of deleting stuff
for some reason it feels i got worse i guess... and i dont know how to fix it
basically ignore the last thing... terrible

how am i to open commissions like this i have no idea...

also i cocked spoiled meat lol
i like wasting food... (no)