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Nothing can be better that spending all day in bed with someone you trust and love and have very good physical and mental connection
the one thing i miss really bad...
the fact that i wanted to do an animation with that would've literally taken month holy shit... im trash
thats actually one of the thing i really need to say because that will answers why i dont do big projects
i think i live in a constant stare of burn out - no joy and passion and when i can a spark of it it immediately dies in like hours basically
at this point its basically just anxiety based on producing content - im constantly stressed that im not doing enough without having energy to do more... (apparently im a complete trash person and like 90% of people find me annoying irl which explains a lot of things actually...)
because it directly affects my ability to draw you must know this as you pay me money (voluntarily but still)
i hope thats explains why i dont like doing big projects (also struggle to do separate things - i feel comfortable only working on one thing)
regardless
sorry for for being slow as always...