The absence of Grace and my boring apology aka March Update (Patreon)

March Update, yeah.

I haven't posted anything here for a long time because it's just embarrassing to come here and find it empty and it's all going to be my fault as always and it's going to be another post where I'm sorry that it's been a long time since I've had anything and all that stuff.

Check how many people silently sign up and also unsubscribe because they don't get any feedback from spending money to support something, all of that is really sad for me...

But I think I've realised the source of the problem and how to fix it, namely not to take big pauses because you quickly get used to them and get lazier and lazier. I've taken breaks due to workload (I've taken a second more interesting job to combine with my main job and that's not counting what I do here), I've taken breaks just because great video games came out and I needed to fool around, I've taken breaks to learn some new interesting skill that would help me further develop my stories here (doubtful).

Anyway, it's all just water as usual so I can somehow get to the point that I'm insanely grateful to you for still being supportive despite all these problems above, the shame of it will just drive me to my grave someday with all this stress I'm experiencing because of my fuck-ups. So yeah, we're starting back up again, the starting point is March, I'll gradually develop things further somehow, just need to finish a few work debts and then I can start new ones.

And yes, I know I shouldn't have written such a post in the first place, but what can I do, sometimes it's better to write it like that into a potential void than to keep it to myself.