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Body Dysmorphia. I always look at my self, thinking that I'm bad. I feel bad. I look bad. I have tried so much to keep myself healthy, but I always found myself stuck in a loop of body imperfections. I hate mirrors. But I always look at myself when I found one. Not because I like looking at myself. It's because I want to see with what's wrong with me at the moment. "Is my walking weird?" "Is my bad hair worse?" anything. I can't run from it.

That's why I also hate those 'advices' like "Keep telling yourself beautiful." which have a nice message to it. But to some people, you know it wouldn't work. To people that overthink a lot, we know that we're just living a lie. And it hurts to say that I look beautiful, when I clearly not.

Anyway, thanks for reading. And no, this is not a cry for help or asking for pity. I'm just saying that I have this condition, it exists, and if you do too, you're not alone :)

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Anonymous

Huh, that is interesting; I've come across people that carry a small mirror and keep eyeing it ever so often, didn't think much of it, but this kinda puts it in a new light for me. The science of beauty is messed up either way, all from math, the imprints of the faces close to us and blindfolds of "beauty ideals".. Would it even help to find someone that can be trusted to be the mirror for yourselves and have that one point out the good or correct your thoughts about the bad?

RSLionstar

If you feel like that is is ok to come and hug you and keep you company?