Blog: I Use To Be In A Girl Group 🎶 (Patreon)

Before, I became an ABDL youtuber and fetish model I wasn’t in the kink community at all! In fact I was busy following my dream of becoming an idol. Although remembering this allowed me to remember that I actually didn’t have interest in ageplay until I was 21 not 19 like I thought. 🤯 (I was on anti depressants at the time so my memory is foggy. It’s actually hard for me to recall a lot of that time.)

I was leader of the intergalactic girl group, Xena! A name chosen off the star, Xeno, and feminized ⭐️ We sadly didn’t make it to debut our small indie company of just 2 staff just didn’t work out. Plus the members chosen from the audition didn’t put enough effort in and were let go. It was heart wrenching at the time for me because I put my everything into it.

We actually made posts in both Japanese and English because one of our staff members was bilingual. It was actually the time I studied Japanese the most. I forgot most of it though 😢 my memory is not good.

Me in a maid outfit my nickname was Rocket!

A lot of symbolism for the group became inspiration for me. Our mascot was a gummy bear! Which I use now as my twitch name and emojis. Fans were sugar cubes which I changed to Gumdrops for my YouTube channel because gumdrops look like colorful sugar cubes right? That was my thinking.

I suppose nowadays if I wanted to be in a girl group it would have to be a diaper girl group! Pipe dream haha imagine how cute though.

Okay bye!

Gummi