Life update!! (Patreon)

 Hey everyone!! 

 I wanted to wait and let the dust settle a bit on my side to come and talk about some life updates!

 I've been switching mental health medications, and adapting to the current treatment and new dosages has been challenging. But I know it's for the best! 

 MDD and SAD really stole lots of things from me, so I really want to tame whatever is inside my head so I can go back to not only to do social things like accepting commissions from a broad audience, but also to not feel dread when working with what I love.

 For two months now two fingers on my dominant hand have been numb. I was very scared at first, but I've been investigating it!! I didn't want to come here and talk about that when it started because I was very emotional, and I don't want to worry anyone!  In the meantime I have adapted my grip for drawing.

 I did a funny exam where they give little shocks on your arm and a machine reads how the current flows. To my JOY I don't have carpal tunnel syndrome!!!! I was very, very, very scared about that possibility. 

 As it's nothing regarding peripheral nerves, I'm going to a neurologist this january to investigate a bit further. The situation is stable though! The professional that made the exam said it's really likely that as I'm always anxious and on my pc working, my neck muscles must be rigid to a point that may be compressing the nerve.

 Then again, I really felt that I had to talk about these subjects with you guys!! I always feel invisible regarding my work.  Besides you, almost no one actually sees or feedbacks what I do. I live in my lonesome little cave, hoping to bask in the sun someday.... so your support, be it direct or indirect, is really really important to me.

 Thank you!