A whole year!!! (Patreon)

(with bold letters if you want to jump around scanning reading! texts are so boring right!) 

I've been struggling a lot with mental health these last few weeks, December is always a very hard month for me.... But i just stopped to realize - it's been a whole year since i started my patreon!!! like whaaaaat!!!! Thanks everyone for sticking around, I'm very grateful!

 That also got me thinking, I'm a perfectionist and I've been pushing myself a lot to make the constellation project....I'm close to finishing the zodiac ones but i admit I've been obsessed about just... finishing it?! I've done 13 constellations, that count with 3 full finished illustrations... which would amount to 39... every one of them has at least 3 plates of design experiments which could sum up to... at least 80 files of experimentation???? what!!!! I could even make an artbook with that, that's so strange. I put all my focus on it and got lost in the way!!

 I love my project but i also really should explore other things!! I want to try comics, I want to try visual novels!!! I'm so frustrated as an artist, I never knew and don't know what I want to do, so i should start shooting everywhere!! I don't have a creative inner circle to make bigger projects, so I have to try new things!!! I'm angry at myself really, but it's anger that'll do as a nice fuel. I think I'll stop the constellation project for now, but I will surely get back to it!

 Thanks for sticking around everyone!