more photos in the midst of writing (Patreon)

when i'm alone in my room - moving between dancing, writing, singing, really hearing the music and being like "what on earth are they telling me right now" or letting it play behind me as i write; playing with the flowers or rocks, playing with myself, crying - that's when i feel the most alive. completely alone, doing whatever my body feels like. letting everything flow, stopping nothing. letting everything come and go and pass in and out of me.