is it me? (Patreon)

i stayed at my moms for a week in september. i needed some space and time in a different scene. this was my first time staying there for a week in years and i wasn't prepared for the amount of flashbacks and old habits and mindsets to come back up like they did. nalcoah was with me, which made it ever the more lovely and ever the more difficult, like most things in parenting.

i took some self portraits in my favorite room in the house amidst the chaos of a platitude of emotions that were coming up for me. i find the photos beautiful and so so hard to look at.

1,8 and 9 are my favorites... right now.