SELENA Belly Story my only current project and a little bit of my mental health (Patreon)
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Hello everyone. I don't know how some of you will take this. But I've even talked about it with my boyfriend (he knows what I'm doing here).
And I have always wanted to do many projects, I have many in mind and some on pause... This month was somewhat difficult, so I started making many commissions (too many) and with the hope of launching this year, both the new SURF THE BELLY short game like SELENA Belly Story... and honestly, it's impossible for me.
I have to admit that I have even thought about leaving everything after completing the remaining commissions, because I have found myself very saturated.
I have a job and I live with my boyfriend, obviously we both work to support ourselves and what I get on Patreon or commissions, is either to help from time to time at home, or to invest in my projects.
Releasing SELENA Belly Story is, as far as possible, a goal for me. I've been working on it for 2 years, and I hope to be able to release it this year, because a lot of people are putting pressure on me to have it ready, and those comments hurt me a lot, because I don't think I'm working hard enough on the game, even though I used almost all of my free time in it.
Also with the issue of smaller games, like the many that I have on standby, it is because I would like to launch a small game, like I did with Belly Gamer Girl, to make the SBS launch more enjoyable. But I can't... And this is affecting me, I sleep little, I eat little and I have already suffered several anxiety attacks in these months... And I don't want to break down, and not take my boyfriend with me, because he does everything to help me and be there.
Therefore, after much thought, I have decided to put ALL projects other than SELENA Belly Story on standby (games and comics included) and focus solely on SBS.
I know, many of you will hate me now, you won't want to know anything about me, and that I promise a lot and do nothing... and I accept the blame, because the only one to blame is me for promising beyond my means.
I'm free to cancel your Patreon, unfollow me, and hate me, because honestly, I've failed you all.
I will take a few days to settle my ideas, and I will return to work on SELENA Belly Story, because I really want that project to come out no matter what.
Oh, and from time to time, you will have some belly pics, as well as updates on SBS, if anyone is still interested in being here.
Still, thank you very much for all this time supporting me, and I hope that, when SELENA Belly Story launches, you enjoy the game and its story.
I don't know if I have expressed everything I wanted... but I hope it is understood.
Greetings and thanks