Something to say... (Patreon)

As you all know, I struggle with mental health. 

In the most recent times I have found myself using it as a crutch and a vehicle to drive myself down into self sabotage. I am not posting this for pity. I am not posting this as an excuse. I am posting this because I care about every single one of you so much and I feel that on a regular basis I let you all down and that is me failing myself. I do it time and time again and it hurts me to know that I don't always give as much value to all of you as I can.

Even on days when stuff is hard, I think about the fact that what I do is therapy for me and its also an energy boost for all of you.

I am saying all of this to say im sorry and to say thank you. Thank you for reaching out when I am stuck in my own head and feeling mentally weak. Thank you for giving me a platform that allows me to have the coolest thing in life. Thank you for the community that we all have here together. 

I want you all to know that moving forward you are going to get the type of content and the amount of content that I feel you deserve. And on days when im feeling down, I just have to remember that someone out there might be looking forward to a video and to fail you would be to fail myself again.

lets end this month right and lets make these next years together something memorable and powerful.

Forever yours,

Steven AKA Steven In Stereo