[Blog] Feelin' Bleh (Patreon)

I'm feeling a little lost right now. It's not that I don't know what I want to do, but I can't help but feel like I don't quite know how to do it, sometimes. Or like my body doesn't want to do things. I've never suffered from winter depression, so I am not sure why I'm feeling this way, but it has impacted my productivity this month...

I've been feeling a little overwhelmed by the game dev stuff too. It has been a few weeks and getting back into the flow is tough, especially when I feel like I need to be working on a bunch of other artwork. I've got a few new patrons too, which I suppose has put a little pressure on me to put out a lot of quality artwork too.

This feeling has also caused me to be slow with commission work too...

I don't quite know what's wrong with me lately. I've just been wanting to chill and relax more than anything... I did just get off of 2-3 months of near non-stop work, but I don't exactly feel physically exhausted.

I've been working on a secret Beaumont project that follows up on some Concept Art from a while back, though it's different from my usual work. It's a lot more text-heavy and narrative focused than previous projects, so I need to make sure it's solid and feels good before I can start sharing any of it.

Don't forget to eat & sleep.