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It's 2024, February 4th.

It's been a long time since I talked to anyone about myself.

In May 2023, I confirmed that I was suffering from depression, and I thought I was cured in December 2023.

At the same time, I realized that I had significant procrastination.

I promised all the members that I would be active, and I don't want to say any more meaningless things.

I'm not a child anymore, I have to work by myself.

I now force myself to work every day or my Patreon business will be destroyed by procrastination.


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Regarding the poll, I would make a few changes.

1, I will try to release more new models every month.

2, I will select some of the new models to post directly here instead of sending them via private message.

This is something I've decided to change in the near future, so let me start with the easy ones.

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Vitlam

We love you Bam, be easy on yourself, you're talented!

keymaster577

As a creator myself (in another field) I understand how you feel. It's a delicate balance between taking time for self-care and procrastinating/being unproductive, and it can be hard not to feel guilty about unproductive periods even if you really need the break. That said, I also think you're being your own harshest critic here; I personally have never felt that you release too few models per month, and you always deliver very high quality work. If you find making yourself work every day is necessary to stay focused, by all means do that, but make sure you set a reasonable and sustainable schedule with enough break time built in to prevent burnout, and make sure to take care of yourself and do what's best for your physical and mental health.