What I want to say to everyone. (Patreon)

Hi everyone.

I released Alyson a week ago, and I should have followed up with some new models.

But a week has passed and I haven't released any new models.

Since March this year, V3 technology is getting better and better, and I now only need 3 or 4 days to release a new model.

Alyson? Honestly, this project is not difficult for me, I can create any model now (including the female characters of Resident Evil 4 remake).

But I get up every day now, boot up my computer, and I don't want to create models.

I don't know why I feel this way, I don't hate my current job, but every day I start my computer and my instincts are resisting Zbrush, Maya and DAZ!

I really, really hate myself right now.

Now, I think I can reach 1000 subscribers this year and I just need to keep posting new models, but the truth is that lately I'm resisting doing that and creating new models.

I need a few days to go for a walk and figure out what's going on right now.

In the meantime, I decided to move.

I feel very guilty. Maybe it's a test, and it's something I have to face, and this time I need to be stronger than ever.

I don't understand why I have this feeling of resistance, but I think I'll deal with it.

大家好！

上週我發佈了模型”Alyson“，我應該在本月的最後一周發佈兩個新模型。

但一周過去了，我沒有發佈任何東西。

其實，從今年3月開始，我的V3模型技術越來越好，越來越熟練，現在我創作一個新模型只需要3到4天。

Alyson？其實這個項目對我沒有任何挑戰和難度，任何模型對我都沒有難度（包括遊戲《生化危機4》重製版的女性角色）。

但我現在每天起床，啟動電腦，我都不想做模型。

我不知道爲什麽會有這種感覺，我並不討厭現在的工作，但...每當我啟動電腦的時候，我的本能都在抵觸Zbrush、Maya和DAZ！我不知道爲什麽會這樣！

我真的很討厭現在的自己。

然而，我認為我可以在今年達到1000個用戶甚至更多，我只需要不停的發佈，發佈，發佈。但...最近我很抗拒，不想創造新模型。

我需要幾天時間出去散散心，然後搞清楚自己現在的狀況。

在這期間，我決定換個工作地址，把工作室搬到一個新地方。

我感到非常內疚。這對於我來説也許是一個考驗？我不知道，但我一定會解決這個問題，然後比以前的自己更加堅強。