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Hey all
I've currently been going through a lot of emotions over a couple of weeks and have taken a step back to revisit some healthier habits. I've been too 'addicted' to sitting at my PC and not using proactivity in healthier areas like exercise, cleaning etc

I'm 35 and have a family and it's no secret that I create a TON of content in my free time. So it goes to show where all my free time is being spent - with that in mind I've come to the conclusion that I'm changing up some online habits and getting my priorities in check

I'm also mentally exhausted with audience based existence - that meaning I get anxious about anything I say, do, post, create or even like / dislike online. Because when you have a lot of eyes on you, you're under a lot of judgement. I've heard people call big big headed and stuck-up as of recent and I always thought I'm the most down-to-earth person and try to be inclusive and friendly on Twitter, Discord and generally in DMs. I'm just reserved and have trust issues based on old internet experiences. 

Patreon is not my vent space, so the only reason I'm posting this here is to explain why content has been slow this week and that there may be changes for my Patreon in the coming weeks. I'll keep ya'll posted with that and also try to get some content to you soon. 

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Anonymous

For what it’s worth, I never saw you as stuck up or too good. You have always felt down to earth and kind. I’m sorry you’re experiencing this. I have a family, too, and I know any free time I get I feel bad when I am doing anything other than being with my 3 year old. Taking some time away will definitely help your mental health. Or even staying in a close-knit discord with friends.

nbc1993

No need to justify. Family first, take all the time you need to relax and get things in your head straight. The internet can be a cruel place, but don‘t be to harsh to yourself. You don‘t owe anyone an explanation about that. I hope you can find back to your mental strength and I wish you all the best for 2k22!

Anonymous

Around this time I was having alot of stability issues so I'm real late to this, but you seem like a really nice person, so don't believe the haters. Just remember that you put out quality content and you're here to do that, but they wanna act ungrateful/dickheaded about it, they need to be shown the door and aren't welcome here