Read this post if you caring about your lil Potato ; 3 ; (Patreon)

Hi there!

It's been 10 days I did not write a new post on my Patreon. I'm a little bit better today, I'll tell you what I went through the days I was silent. 😫

(and probably because I and everyone here often talk and talk on our Discord server) 🤭

I had a nightmare IRL, I was hospitalized on December 2 to have a surgery to remove the septum (it made it hard for me to breathe for a long time). By the day I had the surgery, while I was testing to see if I was eligible for surgery, I had a lot of abdominal pain. The doctors did an ultrasound along with some medical treatments that I didn't know what to call it.

As a result, I had appendicitis pain, and the doctor asked me to have surgery to remove it (heard that if not removed promptly, it could be deadly). I felt very scared because this was my first surgery, but the doctor advised me. He told me not to have anesthesia many times in my life, so by the way anesthetic times to burn the nasal septum, they would have my appendix removed.

I was taken to bed, blood vessels were pinned on my arm I thought was sea water, and on my face some pins were attached to something I did not know. The nurses pushed me into the operating room. I just remembered that I was straining my eyes to look at the wall of the operating room, along with the scary machines.

By the time I woke up, trying to open my eyes and look around, I found myself lying in a special recovery room. Next to me was a nurse, who said the surgery was successful, the doctors had anesthetized and had me undergo surgery within 7 hours. Because my blood was loose, and my flesh was poisonous, the incision was difficult to heal, so my surgery took so long. Antibiotics do not work for me, they have to inject antibiotics into my body strong dose to heal.

After that I was constantly dizzy, my hands and feet were always shaking, my eyes were always blurred, and I always felt like vomiting. There are times when I think "maybe I can't get over it" 😢

I saw my mother cry, I really loved and worried about her. Two months ago my aunt passed away, my mother was so emaciated and depressed, what if I don't get over this now? I don't know how my mother will be.

Thanks to those fleeting thoughts, and also thanks to your comforting words, I was able to think more positively.

I stayed at the hospital for 4 nights, always had a nurse and a doctor follow me because my condition was very bad at that time. Fortunately, I gradually recovered, after the doctor checked, I was allowed to go home. I'm happy to come home, I keep looking at my mother, I also try to tell my friends on the Discord server that I've come home.

I thought it all ended well there. But I had a blood pressure problem, my blood pressure went down a lot, the other night while I was trying to breathe, my face and lips turned blue, if my mom didn't detect it in time, yes. I may no longer sit here to write this post.

I was re-examined yesterday morning at the hospital, the doctor diagnosed because I injected too many antibiotics into my body, lost too much blood, but ate not enough quality, did not drink enough water. That's why my body got tired and pulled my blood pressure down.

I listened to the doctor, I will try my best to recover completely.

I was not afraid of death before, but when death came near I was extremely afraid, I was afraid to leave everything unfinished, I was afraid my mother would be sad, I was afraid my friends would not forgive me because I left them so soon 🥺

I am much better today, but the doctor has not allowed me to work.

I miss the camera, I miss the studios, I miss every cosplay costume I've prepared to show off to you guys.

I will try to recover completely, I want to give more to you 🥰❤

And thanks for reading this super long article.

Hope you will always be with me and support me on the long way ahead. I would not have been there without you.

I love you very much! 🤗❤