I'm sorry Felix (Patreon)
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I am giving you this news with the heaviest of hearts...our beloved Felix has passed away unexpectedly. It was the most heartbreaking thing for me, I laid with him for hours under his tree when I found him there. This hurts so much to write, and I still haven't come to terms with it. I love him so dearly, and I know you care about him too. This death has been incredibly hard on our entire team of animal care takers.
When going through the pain of his loss I couldn't handle the pressure of taking on everyone else's pain too. I needed to be alone in this feeling before taking on the heartbreak of others.
He was such a beautiful boy up there in his tree, and it hurts so deep to see it empty. He was the very first fox at our MN rescue, and that he was so SO important to me. So many memories of waiting on him to go away at night, only for him to stubbornly sit in his tree defying me. And moving like lightning around his yard, so fast that the other foxes could never hope to keep up! He was seriously such a unique fox, and had such a wild heart. I haven't made this public yet, and am letting you know personally. I am so sorry, I know this hurts you too.
I'm wanting to make a memorial video of him before announcing it publicly. But as you can imagine, that's a difficult thing to do.