Nyx Fears: Apologies, Clarities, and Endings (Patreon)

The first apology I would like to make is that this has taken longer than I wanted since my announcement on Twitter Sunday night. I was not home and travel back took a lot of time, so getting into a position to properly write things out and do this correctly was not possible until now.

I have to answer for a lot of pain I’ve caused and hurt I’ve created. My behavior as a community leader and a friend has been contradictory to everything I’ve claimed to be in those roles and it’s time to take responsibility for all my wrongdoing and failings.

Before last week, I would have expressed that the truth is that Nyx Fears and I have not been friends since March of this year. Since May’s post last week, (https://nyxfears.tumblr.com/post/177380951130/a-very-bad-post) I’ve seen the reality: we have not been friends since I went to visit her in June of 2017, and it is absolutely my fault.

I know that Tumblr posts that are excruciatingly long can be very annoying, so I’ve set up my full writing on Medium for ease. Everything I have to say can be found here, and I want it seen. I have a lot to make up for and a lot of wounds to mend.

I’m sorry, and thank you: https://medium.com/@nicknocturne/nyx-fears-apologies-clarities-and-endings-1dce05db5ddb