Hey my patrons! How are you? #30. I have had a stressful week at home. (Patreon)

Hey my patrons! How are you? #30. 

Due to a very stressful situation (to which I attribute the peak of anxiety I had last week) with one of my roommates, this week has been very stressful for me and it has been difficult for me to concentrate, which is why I have not been able to advance everything he wanted.

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Welcomes

I welcome as always, our new companions and old companions contributing to my Patreon one more month: 

I give an outstanding reception to the great Super patrons who have joined the campaign! Very welcome @J3V1L! hope you are as comfortable and happy with everything my Patreon offers, even today I still try to improve it.

As every month, there is a theme around the original works, this month's are the "Femme Fatales", currently I am working on the first two original works on this topic, since in the vote last month the order was chosen , since the subject I had already decided; about the next month's topic, you choose it in a "secret" way voting on the poll of this month, vote for your prefer girl!.

As always said, please, feel free to comment, rate or ultimately, contribute as you better consider improving my Patreon, I'm always emphasizing that, the feedback between Patrons and creator is important that the first ones can be happier with the campaign, and the creator can improve.

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Situation in my shared flat. 

For a few weeks, the situation of coexistence has been going very badly with the woman with whom I, and another guy, we shared the flat, has reached such extremes that today, this colleague has just told me, that he is going to the police to file a complaint against her.

For days, very strong rows wake me up in the early hours of the morning between him and her (not without reason I think, living with her is frankly difficult) since for a few weeks, the time at which she gets up does not matter, which is usually early, around 6-7: 00, she puts on the radio, or music, and a washing machine, and she did it every day, do you mind if the rest of the world sleeps? absolutely no; She also bother leaving his things in the middle of places where things are not usually left (Example, cleaning bags or buckets in the middle of a door, dirty plates, tuppers or glasses in the kitchen, and not momentarily, but she leaves the house for much of the day , and those things usually stay there) Not to mention, that he uses the bathroom on purpose when he sees that my other roommate needs him when he is early, he is going to go to work ... and so on many thanks, I could fill an entire journal only with shitty situations that she has generated.

It is not unworthy to mention either, that you cannot talk to her or reach an understanding, her buzzwords are always: "Leave me alone", "Do whatever you want", "I pass from you" and if you throw her attitude in her face or things she does, she simply denies them and attributes them to you, she never doing anything bad, And she continues to live as if she were living alone, in a selfish and uncontrolled way.

Honestly, I would love to leave this apartment, but currently, it is quite difficult for me to find something for the same price that I am currently paying and, also currently, I cannot pay more, precisely because I want to leave, I have been especially motivated the last two months so that the Patreon grows and I can go somewhere else ... but these last weeks I have reached a point of exhaustion and satiety, which has reduced my energy strongly.

On the other hand, I am lucky that this weekend and the next, I have plans away from home, I trust that leaving these walls for a day or two and interacting with better people (no comparison possible XD) will return me a plus energy and not only reduces my current anxious and upset state, but may even find a solution to all this.

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Work

If you have read the previous section, you will surely understand that my work plan has been disrupted and slowed down by the current situation of coexistence in my house, I hope to be able to resume everything properly soon.

I recently started working on this month's 3D model for the Super Patrons: Princess Hibana, from Fire Forces (The name in Japanese does not come out right now), I started relatively soon this time in anticipation that it will continue to cost me to work the next weeks, In this regard, I am thinking of including the process of creating the models in the same way as the other works, it would be something belonging to the Advance Patrons.

On the other hand, today you will see the FFFF Painting - Lusamine finished (I am not entirely happy with the result, I think it is a bit of a fault of the "current situation") and the FFFF - Fubuki, who happens to me the same as with Lusamine's Painting, and contrary to what, negatively I thought a few days ago, I already had the idea of the FFFF - Cya and even, its sketch published today, I hope to be satisfied with the result at the end of everything.

I find it a victory over stress because I have not been able to get my creativity to come up with other things for this week like a new FFFF Bunny Card or start sketching the second part of Kairi's animation, as I say, this week I have been very I lack energy and motivation, I hope it is as transitory as possible.

Finally, I hope to advance the Princess Hibana 3D model so that I can use it to make the FFFF - Princess Hibana 2 that corresponds to the theme of the month, although well, it is not mandatory, I would just like to take advantage of it, since I am going to do it, but of course it should be done sooner.

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I keep working (or at least I try, with the energy I have)