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my neck isn’t healing as best as i wish but i love my new identity so much. it feels so fitting. I LOVEEEE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

probably going to get it retouched soonish just so i stay on top of it but i’m not going to lie it was a rather intense experience for me.

12 hours in two days

did my breasts first - 6-7.5 hours about

it was a wheel of pain i just remained as calm as i could, breathed well into the deepest parts of my brain, and had to take breaks to eat and i was good to goooo

second day was my neck and i was nervous and exhausted from my chest the day prior and also driving 14 hours the day prior..

started at 5pm

finished sometime around 11

was so excited i ran around after

then when back at the house i bursted into tears as she wrapped me up because i was so beat the fuck up

the wrapping made me miserable

next day i took it off the top of my neck after a shower and shortly after i fainted and hit my head on a shelf

i felt like shit

so vulnerable but you know

experiencing things

i earned it

i love evolving into me and i really appreciate you support in allowing me to do so.