Morning Update (Patreon)

So, what yesterday’s feeling weird was leading up to ended up being flashbacks and 2 panic attacks, and not a lot of sleep.

I’ll be honest I’m super upset at myself, cuz it means not filming again,,, cuz there’s no way you wanna watch me try and fake it. I do struggle more than I let on usually but this past week has been a ride to say the least.

Unfortunately I think this might be a week of anime only like when I first started this Patreon,,, anime is the only thing I can watch even outside of work stuff. It’s the only comfort I’m getting right now.

Sorry to disappoint especially after the hype of more content AND a schedule. I’m not sure what I need to do to help me get out of this, but I’ll be working at it best I can.

I always get back up, I’m just down a little longer this time. I appreciate you guys for being here and supporting me, I just wish you guys didn’t have to be affected by my trauma.

Have a lovely day ✨

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