Derideal part 2 mood sketch (Patreon)

"tell me how I can accept this after all I've fought... how bitter it is to forget, and what for?"

I made this because I needed to sketch something about Derideal, I've been reading the next part of the story and it's been on my mind for a while, I'm not sure if I'll be able to communicate the feelings I intend, but I'll try! Derideal part 2 has, I think, a best execution compared to the first part of Derideal, all I want is to finally get there so you can read this stuff, I'm not sure if it's too dark or tries too hard, but it makes me feel stuff, despite the obvious flaws my story has since these years, closing it was difficult, and I still have a long road ahead of me in order to complete all the new episodes! it's been a ton of work, I'm not sure if I'll be able to complete it in the deadline I want, I'm going to try.

I'm not sure this story has any commercial value, I've been feeling that I'm not tunned with how popular things are made... but I've packed lots of my feelings into this, it's my most important tale, maybe I've failed a lot of times to deliver the meaning I wanted with this, probably due my lack of experience at storytelling.

it sucks having to wait so long to finally deliver this thing to everyone who cares about Derideal, specially to the people who've been supporting these stories for so long... it will be good, bad? I'm not sure, all I know is that I like it.