A (long) word about consistency and self-assessment (Patreon)

I believe this celebration from pixiv is from weekly posts, but you can check in there if you want that I have been posting daily 1 or more posts (this month was 2 or more) without missing a single day.

You can add that to my increasing number of requests and events that I make here on Patreon.

I was doing that while working for a game company as a freelancer. (They didn't pay me yet by the way)

After I’ve finished my work, instead of having free time, I have a rule that is to finish my obligations before anything and well... I'm on a cycle. I hope that I can earn more income so it will be enough to replace my old jobs and I really appreciate your support.

I thought about giving up several times. Especially in the beginning and after some ups and downs I always kept saying that "if this doesn't grow, I'll keep doing my patreon requests until there isn't anyone in here and finally close it".

Yes you can have your requests guaranteed even if one day I receive a millionaire proposal. Of course I wouldn't want to take any new requests after that, but there are only a few things that are worth more than my word (my life and the life of the ones I love). So you can always count on me.

I know how difficult it is to earn money so I value yours and my gratitude is immense. I wish my day could have 30+ hours. I bet I would work 20-22 hours instead of 14.

If by ANY CHANCE you feel like I'm taking a long time to fill your request, you can send me a message, it may happen one day because I'm but a human after all, but I try to check regularly who has the month closer to end so I can speed their request.

This has been a life changing experience for me. I wouldn't guess that one day I would start using AI to make 2D NSFW fanart if you asked me a few years back. The best part of this all is when I hear your kind words for something that I delivered and you liked. I'm very critical about what I do and I probably see more mistakes than most of you see on the images. (not all images though, I miss a lot too)

I want to fix the many mistakes that I made during my path until here. I have many thoughts, many wishes and many dreams.

And I miss everyone that somehow interacted with me and left. Even if you just like my posts, I see everyone who likes them, I wish I could charge less money so you could stay more.

Sorry for this wall of text and thanks for whoever reads this.