Long Overdue (Patreon)

I knew this would happen eventually but I'm finally listening to my body and taking a break. I was supposed to take some time off back in January but as you saw that never happened. I've been burned out for a while now but I kept trying to push it because I'm so close to that 100k milestone on youtube. I hate feeling like I can't take a break because people assume I'm a robot or that I don't have other responsibilities but that's not the case. I've also been tolerating people coming at me with far more negative criticisms which comes off as them just nitpicking at every little thing i say and I won't have it anymore. I expect that to happen on youtube but why go the extra mile to support me here if you're going to bring that negativity here? I never expect anyone to agree with me 100% because I can respect other peoples opinions until I feel like they don't respect mine. I want to do so much but  sometimes its just hard to bare mentally with stuff like that you know? I can only put out my best content when I'm well rested and just feeling good instead of feeling exhausted and relying heavily on caffeine to record or edit videos. To those of you that understand and want me to take better care of myself I appreciate you more than you know. I will have the rest of the seirin vs yosen game posted this weekend but after that I will be focusing on trying to relax and recover so that I can give you the best version of me. Take care!