I'm feeling happy :) (Life Update) (Patreon)
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I'm feeling really good today. I've been really using my coping skills lately that I've learned from dialectical behavior therapy, especially the emotional regulation ones. And honestly? It really helps so much to be able to maintain a good mood. I think this is the first time I've consistently used my skills for a good length of time. I don't know, it really feels like good progress :) Too often I would get willful and just keep myself in a bad mood because, well... I had a right to be upset! And that is true. But it feels good being able to have the ability to try to keep myself okay. That doesn't mean I don't ever cry or have a breakdown. I mean I still have a lot of trauma to heal from. But it doesn't ruin a whole day now if I have to cry. Therapy just really helps, especially when you have regular therapy combined with DBT. Life saving.
Other than that, I was really busy the last couple days working from when I woke up until past my bedtime working on the new Tingle Quest video. Deirdre's dress was laid out to dry because I got some water on it after filming. It's nice to be able to rest and just play some video games after all that! It feels good to have gotten another addition to the series. I know it's been a long time.
I've also been playing Sims more again! I was sort of over it for several months but now I'm hooked back in xD Definitely due to some mods that got me excited lol.
And the last pic is of my cat, Isabel! She's a super cute sweetie pie who only cares about cuddles and hands and food. She doesn't bite or scratch or knock things over. She just is a pillow made of love. She's also sitting on my desk in front of me between my arms as I type this. Such a good baby.
I hope y'all are doing well. <3