✨💗 What All Is Going On And I Need Some Feedback [ Important ] 💗✨ (Patreon)

So here’s all that’s going on….

- my blood clot issue is having a rough go. I’m still get chest pains every so often which means they’re not fully broken up which in turn means the medicine I’m on isn’t fully effective. My specialist is looking into alternative pills but the only hardcore med requires injecting myself in the stomach daily and I reaaaaallly don’t want to do that. I’m still feeling the side effects of the meds mainly fatigue and I’m sure having blood clots in a vital organ isn’t helping any either. So I’ve been getting tired more easily and frequently and sleeping more.

- I’m also getting over some kind of flu bug. Fortunately it stayed in the head and throat. I was able to sleep it off for the most part but I’m not quite back to baseline yet. Still got a raspy throat and such.

- still working on the tech issues. The problem I have is rendering files. When I try to preview a file sometimes it crashes and nearly every time I go to do a full render it almost always crashes. And a lot of the files I’m able to successfully render out turn out glitchy. I’m still doing back and forth with multiple companies. I don’t know when or how this will all be resolved.

- all IRL content is on hold as my health isn’t up for it plus right now I have no real privacy.

- D returns VERY soon. I know the estimated date but I’m not allowed to say online for security reasons. When he is back I’m not all sure what he’s going to want to do besides unpack, organize, and spend time with the kids. But I want to keep my schedule open if he has free time to do stuff or needs me for something until our usual routine is back in place.

- my grandma isn’t doing well. She doesn’t talk or recognize people. Basically she runs on autopilot. It’s only a matter of time before she fully shuts down. When that happens I will be offline for at least 3 days to handle her arrangements and I may take even more time to sit Shiva (a Jewish grieving process). This woman helped raise me and is why I got into the arts as a kid. The fact she’s mentally gone already hurts and I know I’m going to shut down for a bit when she’s physically gone too. So if any of you have been wondering why I’ve seemed a bit down and depressed lately this is part of why. She was someone I could talk to about things and wouldn’t judge or scold me. Same for my cousin who passed a few years ago who was like a sister to me. The fact it feels like everyone I could talk to about things and have a special bond with is going away isn’t doing great things for my mental health.

- because of the tech issues with making audios and my health not being stable I will be doing more streaming if I can. I know not many of you like streams but I find fulfillment in putting something out into the world even if it’s just being silly with a visual novel or licking ears in real time. I just don’t want to be a bump on a log when I have the time and ability to entertain people.

Anyway…

To the new people - welcome! Be sure to join the discord if you use it and if at the right tier check out the back catalogue of exclusive audios! Things do seem a bit empty and slow right now but I did just list the reasons why 😅 Please don’t let that get in the way of your enjoyment of the content and anything else I can offer.

Now I want to know what you all want. I want to do my best to engage with you more. Special events on discord like movie nights? Private adults only irl streams? Script/idea contests where y’all pitch a script/fleshes out idea for me to do and the one people like most gets made? Is there anything I did in the past you want me to bring back? Fire away! I’m all ears! 🙏

With that said I think this post has been long enough. If you have questions please message me on Discord or email me as Patreon sucks at notifying about messages. Thank you all for supporting me and I hope you find your time here enjoyable!

xoxo Kitti Minx 💋💋💋✨