Saying Goodbye And Thank You! It's Been A Fun Ride! [ Important Message ] { Vlog } (Patreon)

Give this a listen and it will all make sense. It's not what you assume.

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Okay because my experiment proved itself and a fair amount of you only read titles or listen for just 3 minutes before making assumptions. (Like imagine just reading the first one or two chapters of Lord of the Rings or even just the title and then writing a review damn.) I guess I need to clarify.

I am NOT leaving the internet. I am not leaving YouTube. At least not at this current juncture in time. At some point a platform that treats creators better that’s accessible to more than a select few will come about and I will likely migrate there or YouTube itself may one day very well go up in flames. Platforms are volatile like that. But I am not leaving right now.

Im saying goodbye to the stress and pressure I’ve been under the last year. That’s all. The mindset forced upon me that if I don’t constantly put content out I will be abandoned and forgotten left behind for others out there. Because im a grown ass woman with real life struggles and responsibilities more than just worrying about school or whatever else it is that youngins stress over these days. I can’t be available to make content and stream and be available on social media 24/7. It’s not healthy and it’s not fair. And in the hope to avoid burn out I am going to make content and stream and post WHEN I WANT to instead of feeling pressured to adhere to some arbitrary schedule because apparently if I go more than a few days without posting something i get spammed by entitled randos wondering what happened to me and where the content is. That’s all.

Yes this is my job right now and I treat it as such. In person sex work isn’t safe or feasible while Covid is running rampant in my country and hardly contained. Adult productions are also constantly on hold because of the virus. So I really only have online content as a means to make an income. It is what it is. But that shouldn’t mean I should be expected to post daily or be available to my fan base 24/7. It’s been causing havoc on my physical and mental health. And no because of my disabilities I can’t just go out and get another “real” job. Fuck off with that shit.

So basically I am saying goodbye to feeling stressed and pressured to always be producing something and creating what I think you all want instead of just taking breaths and working on projects that im more passionate about and Sparks joy. Im also saying goodbye to being pigeonholed into a “community” that never fully accepted or respected me in the first place because I do my own thing not what’s popular or the status quo.

Thank you to those who have subscribed and regularly partake in my content. And extra thanks to those who actually listened to most if not all of the video before jumping to conclusions. You’ve shown me who my real fans and supporters are and I appreciate you. Especially you patrons.

Happy New Year. There’s going to be changes and I hope you’ll stick around to see what they are! Be safe and well and stay awesome.

xoxo Kitti Minx ♥️💋✨