*screams into the void* ….. ( also hot Kitti art ) 💖✌️✨ (Patreon)

So I’ve been doing a little thinking on things and I’ve come to realize I’m feeling some burn out. Not from any one specific thing just from life in general. It feels like there’s always something going on, always something that needs taking care of. I rarely get a breather to just “be”.

I went from full time content creation and streaming to working a job irl where I have to be “on” pretty much the whole time, to a long road trip home, to being bombarded by children the moment I got home plus now people wondering when regular content is coming back now that I am home….

It’s. A lot. Well for me it is. It’s cutting into my creative process. The stress.

I’m tired.

I don’t know how many audios I will do this month. I know I will do some. I just don’t know how many exactly. Right now I’m so stressed and tired from everything else in life it’s been hard to sit down and get a solid recording. I do feel when my oldest kid is back in school and I’m back to my routine with just the baby I will be able to settle some. She hopefully goes back to school next week. I’m just hanging in there trying to do things I enjoy and relaxes me while taking care of everything. Have I mentioned I’m tired?

I know these are things you don’t want to hear and I am sorry. But I am just struggling a bit right now. I hope you can understand. I’m still stressed over my mama’s medical situation too. So many things. It’s draining.

I’m tired.

🎨 - BlindNeko99