Coping With Horny Thoughts | The Horny Post | 10/30/2023 (Patreon)

As some of y'all may know, I have been facing a lot of backlash from two of my platforms that I post my content on. One of them is Patreon. I was emailed by the Patreon team that I had to remove some of my full nude photos to be allowed to stay on the platform. I did so and responded immediately , but now it has been days and they have not responded back. I am afraid of what will happen. The other platform is YouTube. My account was completely removed as they deemed it too sexual for YouTube. I am very mad about this one as rappers and musicians get away with showing way more than I do in my YouTube videos; my YouTube versions of audios are highly censored. And yet, they decided to delete my entire channel. I have since rebranded an old channel of mine and turned into a new Boiwifey ASMR home and am slowly reuploading old videos twice a day to catch up. All of this is very disturbing as it is a direct threat to my financial security. 

At the age of 4, I was homeless. Though my family and I are long past that time we have yet to financially recover and have been below the USA poverty line for a family of 3 for the last 12 years. Creating my audios and finding a lovely fanbase has been a light in my life for the past 2 months. Creating this Patreon and growing my YouTube presence in the hopes of monetization has given me so much hope. And now, I am not sure what is going to happen to my brand. I am a very scared little boy who needs to be comforted and coddled. 

When I am upset, I have an ol'reliable method of dealing with my emotions. I descend into little-space. For those unaware, little-space is a mental state wherein a submissive person regresses themselves emotionally to feel small and weak. A person in little-space often has a dominate partner who caters to their emotions and takes on a dominant position where they take care of their sub's sadness. Due to being alone, I imagine myself to have a husband who serves this role. He, in my mind, wrap his whole body around mine and tells me that everything is going to be okay. He tells me that he makes enough money that I will be taken care of regardless of what happens to my brand. That no matter what happens I will be safe and warm in his loving embrace. That I am his little baby boy who never has to worry about financial issues because he is in control. Imagining myself to be the small little boywife of a strong man makes me feel better. 

While the fantasy happens, he begins to massage my body and grabs my puffy boy nipples and makes me cue and make little moans. "Everything is going to be okay, baby boy. You're my little wife and I am always going to take care of you. I promise, little one." He takes off my apron and pastel clothes and then inserts his superior manhood in me and fucks me slowly. Making sure to aim his cock at my prostate and cuddle-fucks me nice and slow. The feeling of a much larger man engulfing my entire body and establishing control is one of the best feelings in the world for a 5" 7' femboy like me. Feeling smol and protected is what I want more than anything. To be a little wife to someone much larger and smarter than me is what I need. It was what I was made for. To serve a man like that... Oh god I leaked pre-boi-cummies while writing this. 

These horny feelings get me through these tough times. Because I know one day a man will make me his boywife. As femboys become more popular and straight men realize how much more indulging femboys are than most women one day hopefully soon a man will sweep me off my feet and decide to claim me as his property. He might be older, a little younger, or even my same age. The thought of being given the chance to be one's precious little trophy boi always makes me feel better.