Riding | The Horny Post | 6/22/24 (Patreon)

I can't ride on your cock. I'm very sorry. I just can't.

Here is the reason. When I am taking a big strong man's cock in me, I feel pain. Using an exit as an entrance while hot is very painful. However, I am able to deal with that pain because of the psychological pleasure that comes from not being the one in control physically. While I know bottoms have the most control when it comes to consent, physically I am not the one thrusting into another human being.

However, when I have tried to ride in the past I am unable to. Riding gives me the physical control and I am not easily capable of causing myself pain. When I know I can simply move up to avoid the pain I will unconsciously. I am too skittish to be the one causing myself big ouchies.

In a way, this is a way of being more submissive. I have to be the one without physical control. I need to give that control to someone else.