Single | The Horny Post | 5/25/24 (Patreon)

For the last two years that has not been a single second of my life where I was single. Despite this, I had gone through three partners. In May 2022 I became apart of a polyamorous relationship with two of my friends. One of these friends broke off the polycule leaving me with 1 partner. Several months later I found a secondary partner (let's call her Lily) before I was broken up with by my last partner. And for over a year I have been with them.

Lily and I rarely ever saw each other. Separated by distance and an emotional barricade erected by my last relationship, we never really got to know each all too well. The months went by with so little contact and connection that I decided that I needed to end things. After she finished college this month and came back to our home town I asked to see her. We had an amicable discussion. She understood where I was coming from and why I wanted to be single again. She had found another partner while we were apart who she had naturally grown more attached to than me, so I felt some solace in that fact.

It has been a week since I ended the relationship. And now for the first time in 2 years, I am single.

In addition, I am done being polyamorous. It was unfulfilling for me in the long run and I wish to settle back into monogamy. But before I do, I am going to enjoy the single life. Finally not having to tell people that I am polyamorous with a long distance partner anymore, I feel liberated. Polyamory unironically shackled me down. It made me unavailable to anyone who was not poly as well as made me not want to be with people who were. In doing so, I would have continued the cycle of polyamory. Now I am free.

I do not know what the single life will have. It has been only a week. When the time comes, I am sure I will find a male partner to love. For now, I'll enjoy what I have.