No Expiration Date: Chapter 5 (Patreon)

That evening is the quietest of our relationship.  Linh gives me time and space but little sympathy.  She didn’t even try to pretend that she didn’t love every second of what had happened.  More content than I had seen in her years she glides around the house dreamily, as if floating on a cloud.  I catch her daydreaming and giggling to herself as she squeezes her thighs together and bites her lip.  I wanted her so fucking bad but my wounded spirit would not let me.  That night she sleeps like a baby as I lay wide awake.  As I lay beside her looking at her beautiful peaceful face I can’t help but fall in love with her all over again.  If I didn’t love her this would be so easy.

The next day she heads off to work as if it were just another day while I call in sick and take the day off.  I lock the doors, turn off the phone and shut the world out as I wrestle with my conscience.  By the end of the day I come the inevitable conclusion, the only choice I really had.  I would leave Linh.  We would separate and I would start proceedings on a divorce.

What option did I have?  I could never command the type of respect a husband needed from her after she’d seen me jerk off to her infidelity.  I could never hear her moans of pleasure without thinking of how she sounded with Tommy.  I could never look at her the same way after she mocked me and belittled me just to get a laugh from her teen lover.  And I could never forgive her for letting him cum inside of her when there was a possibility of her getting knocked up.  Her family was Catholic for fuck sake!

No, I would break it off.  Next year Tommy would graduate and I’d be rid of him too.  This September I would start my life anew.  It broke my heart but for my own self respect there was no other way.  I had too much pride to let myself become a cuckold.  All afternoon I prepare myself for the unpleasant evening to come.  I would make it quick, there was no point drawing this out.

However, the best laid plans of mice and men often go astray.  After work she comes straight home and waltzes into the house as bright and beautiful as the day we’d met.  Her long black flowing hair was tucked behind her ears and she had daisy in one.  When she sees me she lights up with joy and prances over to me for a kiss.  I stand there looking at the woman of my dreams and all my preparation blowing away like a house of cards in a storm.

“Miss me?”  She asks.

“Yeah.”  I say honestly.  “Yeah, I did.”

“Mmm.”  She beams.  “I had the BEST day today.  I have never felt better.”  She twirls and leaps into my arms.  “Ohhh babe, there is nothing like a good hard fuck to make everything right with the world again.  My pussy’s been glowing all day long.”

The blow staggers me and I am reminded once more of what I must do.

She notices my reaction yet pretends not to.  “Hey, want to go out tonight?  Some dancing and drinks?  It’s been awhile.”

“Linh…we need to talk.”

“I could give you handy under the table.  Maybe flirt with some guys if you want.” She waggles her eyebrows suggestively.  “I won’t even wear panties.”

“Linh!”

Ignoring my grin tone she reaches out and plays that same finger across my chest just like she had with Tommy.  “Or would you rather stay in tonight?”  Her dark eyes twinkle with mischief.  “I am sure we could find something to do.  Hmmm?”  The finger traces up to twirl through my hair.

“Linh…”

“Baby.”  She says firmly and blinks her gorgeous eyes in that way that melted my willpower every time.  “Do you remember when we met?  The early days.  Remember how nothing was going to stop us doing what we wanted.  We were fearless, bold, adventurous in every way.  We weren’t going to play by anyone’s rules.  We would never be bound by jealousy or pride or possessiveness.  We were going be that nasty kinky couple other couples gossiped about, but they’d be green with envy for all the fun we were having.  Remember?”

“I remember.”

“And the things we’d do.  Quickies in public washrooms.  Sexting.  Mile high club.  Bondage.  Games.  Butt stuff.”  She sighs wistfully.  “How long has it been since we did any of that?  What happened to us?”

“Life.”

“Bullshit!”  She says.  “We had the choice yet we let it happen.  We did what we said we’d never do, we became just like everyone else.  Worse, we became like our parents!”

“We’re not kids anymore Linh.”

“Patrick, we’re in our early 30’s!  We are in our prime.  We have so much life left to live.”  She grabs me by the sides of my head and looks me in the eyes.  “Baby, why do you think I did what I did in front of you?  If I just wanted to sleep with another man I could have done it anytime I wanted.”  She lightly kisses my lips.  “I wanted you there Patrick.  You are my partner, my playmate, my love.  I wanted us to share that moment together.  I wanted to wake you up again.  That card had no expiration date and neither does our sex life.  Let’s not settle into sexual retirement just yet.”  

“You…wanted me there?”

“Of course I did.”  Her eyes roll and she swoons dramatically.  “But wow!  I never expected Tommy to be hung like that or to be able to fuck like that though.  That was a happy accident.  God damn did we luck out with him!  I feel…reborn!  Alive!  Awake at last!”

“Share that!?  You wanted to share that with me?”

“Yes!”  She laughs in the same free spirited way she used to back in college.  “It was Robyn’s suggestion to be fair, she thought you might be into hot wife stuff.  She had you pegged for a cuck right from the beginning honestly.”

“Robyn told you that?”

“Yep.  She also said you were the perfect candidate cucking given your…ahem…limitations.  She also said you had major beta male energy.”  She titters.  “I took a chance and you clearly enjoyed yourself.  You were so fucking adorable sitting there helplessly.  Blushing and cumming all over yourself like that.  Gah!  I’m getting wet right now just thinking about it.”

“Wait…Robyn said what!?  Limitations?  Beta male energy?”

“Sorry to burst your bubble babe.”  She can’t contain a few more giggles.  “I’m not sure how you remember it but you hardly blew Robyn away when you two had sex.  You were pretty drunk baby, you didn’t cover yourself in glory that night.  It was five minutes of heaven for you but you left Robyn hanging.  I was so embarrassed by your performance, I’d told her you were an excellent lover and boy did you not live up to the billing.  She said some pretty mean things about you afterward, why do you think I was so mad at her?  I couldn’t let her mock my man like that.”  She kisses me hard.  “I was stupid, I was petty, I felt insulted on your behalf, and yes, maybe I was a little jealous…but no more.”

Blindsided by this revelation I mutter.  “No more?”

“That fight the other night was a wake up call.  It reminded me of who we really are and how far we’d fallen.  I held back using that card for so long worried that I might offend you.  But…after Tommy…after seeing what it did for you…I’m done Patrick.  I’m done pretending.  I done denying who I am and denying you of who I am.  I will only be honest with you from here on out.  I can’t keep holding things in.  I need to express myself even if means you hate me.  If we’re going to fight and nearly break up like the other night at least let’s be honest with each other first.  Let’s go out on our own terms.”

“What are you telling me?”

“Don’t you see?  I want us to be the filthy perverts we used to be.  I want to sleep with other people and I want you to want it too. Patrick, I don’t give a fuck that you’re a cuckold or that you’re lousy in the sack. I’m glad!” She said it like it was something to celebrate.  “I enjoyed cucking you baby.  In fact I loved it!  And there’s nothing wrong with that.”

“Linh!”

“Babe!  Just accept it.  I’m done pretending.  I’m done with lies.  I’m done faking it for you or anybody.  I can’t be the good and proper wife anymore, but I’ll keep up with my wifely duties.  No worries about that.  He he he.”

“Faking it?”  I say suspiciously  “What do you mean, faking it?”

“I mean pretending to be something I’m not.  Though trust me, I do fake it in the way you’re thinking too.  Ha!  Most women do.  But not anymore.”  She pinches my chin playfully.  “Sometimes you’re not too bad though, you have your moments.”  She studies my face.  “Patrick, I want you to be happy for me.  Happy for us.  For our liberation!”  

“How can I be happy…seeing another man do that to you?”

“How can you not be?”  She says sweetly and tenderly, genuinely trying to make me understand.  “I got fucked like I needed to get fucked.  I FINALLY got the cock I’ve so desperately needed all these years, without even knowing I needed it.  Baby, the moment I felt that big dick go in I knew there was no going back.  Who cares if it wasn’t you?  I’m still here aren’t I?  This is our house, isn’t it?  We’re still together, aren’t we?”  There is a long pause.  “Or are we?”

“Uhhh.”  I stammer.

“So?  Come on then.”  She says.  “I’ve said my piece.  Are you breaking up with me or what?  Where do we stand?”

I’d never expected for her to come straight at me with such unvarnished brutality like this.  Between our fight and her time with Tommy Linh had been born again, and like any late convert the fervor of her faith burned twice as bright.  She was putting me on the back heel, taking all of the initiative in what was supposed to be a very somber conversation.  “But…but…I…”

“You knew I was wild when you met me, don’t pretend to be shocked now.”  She steps in real close and tenderly strokes my cheek.  “Well?  Do you still love me baby?”

“Linh…Linh it’s not about that.”

“Yes it is.  It really is that simple.”  She says.

I gaze deep into her eyes and speak the truth in my soul.  “I do love you.  I LOVE you!”  I kiss her.  “But do you love me?”

“Yes.”  She answers easily and my heart rises, until she adds.  “But…”

“But?”  My heart sinks.

“But…I think I love sex even more.”  She says gently yet with conviction.  “I’m just being honest.  Sorry, but you married a slut baby.  I can’t go back to what it was.  I can’t live like that for one more day.  I can’t wait for you to take the lead anymore so I’m taking charge.  I want you with me but I’ll go alone if I have to.  I will do many things for love Patrick, but I refuse to be average.  Even for you.”  She grins once more.  “Come on baby, where’s that uninhibited pervert I fell in love with?”

As I look at her smiling up at me, my heart full of love but my mind full of doubts, I decide…not to decide.  Not today at least.  Ever since Tommy I’d been horny as I could ever remember.  And if this was the end of Linh and I wanted to go out on my shield with one last wild night of passion.  It was time I showed her I still had some mojo left in me.  It was time to earn back a little husbandly respect.

She senses the mood shift and her face beams with impish delight.  Sexual energy crackles between us.  Something had certainly been rekindled between us.  A kinky sense of adventure that was both a call back to our rebellious early days yet something altogether new and exciting.

Grabbing me by the junk she squeezes.  “I take it we’re staying in.”

“I’m gonna wreck you!”

“Oh my!”

I scoop her up in my arms and start toward the bedroom.  “You’ve been a bad girl.”

“Yes!  That’s the spirit.  Come on Patrick, wreck me!”  She says.  “Show me what you got…cuck.”  

“I ain’t no cuck!”

She giggles.  “We’ll see.”

Kicking the door to our room open I toss her onto the bed.  “Eeee!”  She squeals in glee.  She bounces to rest and I am already diving on top of her and pulling the clothes from her limber body.  “Oh Patrick, you animal!”  Normally when I was aggressive like this Linh would lay back and let me do my thing, but that was the old Linh.  Catching me unprepared she springs back up off the mattress and rolls me onto my back with her clinging on top of me.  With a lust equal to mine she now strips me in return.  Soon she is straddled atop me with both us naked.

She is all over me!  Licking and biting, clawing and grasping, rubbing and humping up against me like a cat in heat.  I scramble to keep up with her lewd mauling.  I sit up to suck on her titties as she grinds into me and digs her nails into my scalp.  She is fierce and confident in everything she does and I fucking love it!  More memories of the old days come rushing back as we go at each other with a fiery passion I’d forgotten about.  My hands explore her body as if for the first time.  I grope her firm ass, run my hands up and down her curves, comb my fingers through her long hair, and feel up her smooth silky thighs.  Grabbing my cock she tugs it roughly, stroking it hard with a dry hand and a firm grip. I grunt at the discomfort even as I relish the way she handled me like a slab of meat.  Every time I try to turn her or move her she pushes back reaffirming her control.  I could overpower her of course yet…at the same time I couldn’t.  Something in her dominant ferocity held me in check.

Shoving me by the shoulders back to a laying position she goes down on me like a tiger pouncing on it’s prey for a quick kill.  There is no build up, within seconds she sucking me hard and fast in a race to get me hard as fast as humanly possible.  “Rrrmph!  Rrrmm!  Rrrllmm!”  She grunts and growls as her head bobs furiously on my rapidly stiffening manhood.

“Jesus!”  I gasp at the sudden intensity of it.  “Fuuuuck!”  I groan as she pulls up with a super powerful suck, it was luck she was trying to suck my nuts up through my dick!  Once at the tip she stabs her tongue into the hole and sucks even harder!  My eyes roll back and my hands grip the blankets as I struggle to endure this wonderfully agonizing sensation. “GNNNGH!”

Pop!

All at once my now steel cock is released and slaps down against my stomach.  Before I can even recover Linh is mounting me.  My cock sinks smoothly into her hot, wet, tight pussy and in one voice we both let out a great sigh of pleasure.  In the brief moment’s pause I grab my wife and roll her back so that she was under me and I was in control again.  She tries to regain control but I pin her down with my weight.

I smile and kiss her lips hard.  “My turn.”

“YESSS!”  She hisses.

I know it can’t be true yet to my fevered imagination I swear she feels just a tiny bit looser than normal.  Linh does nothing to nothing to help either, spreading her legs as wide as they would go and she completely relaxes her vaginal muscles.  I try to push the thoughts away yet I become fixated on the idea that the last cock to be inside of her was Tommy’s.  Linh must be comparing us right now.  How must my slender shaft feel compared to his thick rod?  Could she feel that I didn’t reach as far inside of her as he?  Tommy had touched my wife in spots and in ways that I never could.  The nearly two inches beyond my tip were all his.  It was a stupid thought yet to my fragile male ego he had claimed that space as his own.  And even the nearly six inches I could reach he had filled so much better.  If she were pushed out to his dimensions right now my dick could be inside of her without out even brushing the walls.  Would I ever feel the same to her again?

In my humiliation the passion I’d felt for the first time yesterday reignites with the intensity of a super nova.

“Rrrmm.”  I growl under my breath as I pull back and slam into her trying so hard to get as deep as I could as I might magically be able to grow a few inches.

“Nnf!”  She grunts, then answers the questions burning in my mind.  “Babe, you feel so small after Tommy.”

“Fuckin…”  I pull out and pound back in with all of my strength, our body clap loudly together.  “MMM!”

“Mmm… he he he!”  She smiles a wicked smile.  “That it?  Come on baby, deeper!”

Clap!  I ram hard again.

“You gotta do better than that.”

Clap!  I hammer down with all I had.

“Nope, nothing.”

Stretching her long legs out wide she reaches down and spreads her pussy wide and I feel her purposely relax around me.  Not only does she not fake it for me she actually does the opposite, hiding the feelings I was giving her behind a placid poker face.  She’d never done this before and fuck if it wasn’t hot!  Though I didn’t know why.

“Fuck, tighten up.”  I grumble as I pull almost all of the way out then plow as deep as I could again and then again, making sure she felt everything I could muster.  “Rmmm!”

“Sorry Patrick, I can’t.”  She bats her eyes in an expression of pure over the top innocence, though I knew damn well she could.  “I think Tommy stretched me out baby.”

“He did not!”

“Oh yes he did!  His big long fat white cock stretched my tight little Asian snatch.”  She says.  “I wish all you white boys were as big as him.”

“GRRRMM!”  Again and again I thrust into her desperately for a reaction.  But she just watches me with nothing but a slight smile, though her eyes glimmer with demented delight.

“This is getting boring.  I thought you were gonna wreck me baby.”  She mocks.  “Come on, I can barely feel you!”

My cock strains to its absolute maximum at her cruel words.  Her eyes narrow as she too feels my uncontrollable arousal.  Why did that feel so good even as it felt so bad?  Propping myself up on my arms I really start to give it to her.  As a huff and snort and hump on top of her she continues.

“Is that it?  Is that all you got?”  She goads me as her body rocks.  “Tommy fucked me so much better than this.  You’re not going to let an 18 year old boy fuck your wife better than you, are you?”

“Ohhh you fuckin whore!”  I growl as I fuck her harder and faster, the whole bed now beginning to creak and sway with our motion.  “I’ll show you.”

“Ha ha ha!”  She laughs with abandon.  “Show me what a cuck you are?  COME ON!  Fuck me Patrick!  Fuck me like you mean it!”

Unbelievably I could already feel my orgasm beginning to build but I couldn’t stop now.  I slam down into her using all of my weight and strength.

Even as I rock her body and plow my cock into her she refuses to give me the dignity or satisfaction of a proper moan.  She just stares up at me her eyes alight with a mix of amusement and fiery desire.

“Harder!”

“Mmmm!”

“Come on, harder Patrick.  Harder!”

“Rrmm!”

“Deeper!  Fuck me deeper!”

“Fuck…mmmm!”

“Faster baby, come on!”

Every prodding word takes my lust higher.  “Fuckin take it you bitch!” I am giving everything I had.

“That it?  That all you got cuck?”  Not only does she take the best I could dish out she starts bucking her hips back into me with an insatiable passion. “It’s hopeless baby.  You can’t fill me like he can.”

“MMMM!”

“You don’t stretch me like he does.”  In my mind I see his fat cock slowly gliding into her tight wet pussy.

“RRRRR!”

“You can’t fuck as deep or as hard or as fast.”  I see his fit young body pounding into her.  I see him manhandle her.  I see her awestruck eyes looking up at his handsome face.

“NNNGH!”

“You better not be getting ready to cum.  Tommy could go and go.  Come on baby, I’m not even warmed up yet.”  

“HAHHHH!”  My moans become whimpering whines as I try to hold back.

“Don’t do it!  Don’t you fucking cum!”

As the end nears the memories wash over me in a deluge of shameful euphoria.  I see his smug superior grin, hear her wails of bliss, smell his musky load as it oozed down my wife’s smiling face, and feel the ache in my cuckold heart.  As if I was there now I can see their pitying eyes watching me as I jerk off and the sounds of their jeering laughter echoes in my ears.

“AARRRRGGH!”

“Don’t you dare fucking cum you shrimp dick little cuck!”  I see with crystal clarity the moment Tommy Wilson bust his nut deep inside of my wife.

“OHHHHHH!!!”  I throw my head back and howl as my orgasm hits me like a thunderbolt.  The raw ecstatic power of it surpassing even the one I’d had at the school.

Linh begins to laugh as I shudder and groan and pump my cum inside of her, not a cruel mocking laugh but a warm heartfelt one like she was happy for me.  At long last she wraps her legs around me and bears her down to at last tighten up for me.  Hugging me she strokes my back and whispers cooing gentle words.  “That was so fast!  Ohhh, good cuck, that’s a good little cuck.”

“Ohhhh.”  I mewl meekly.

I cum for what feels like forever but eventually the giddy high ebbs and I slump down on top of her panting.  As intense as it was the whole thing, from me kicking the door open to this post-coital afterglow, couldn’t have been longer than three or four minutes.  I wasn’t even sweaty.  And that is when the truth finally sinks in, not just in my mind but down into my very soul.  While today I might have had a hair trigger it didn’t change the fact that on my best day I couldn’t do to Linh what Tommy had yesterday, and that some dark twisted part of me reveled in that knowledge.  I  alone would never be enough for Linh sexually, I could never satisfy all of her desires, and worst of all…this had always been true.  For ten years she’d remained quiet and faithful, but it had always been this way.

I rise up to look down on her calm smiling face.  “I’m sorry.”  I whisper.

“Don’t be.”  She says back lovingly.

We kiss deeply.  Even now I didn’t know what our future would bring but I did know that in this moment I loved her with my whole heart.  As we kiss she flexes and squeezes my spent cock from warm cream filled pussy.  I slide down to lay at her side as she stares up at the ceiling with a look of inner peace about her.

“We are going to have so much fun.”  She says.  “Ohhh, the things we’ll do.  You’ll see baby, you’ll see.”

“Promise not to leave me behind?”

“Of course not.”  She pats my hand.  A long still pause follows before she speaks again.  “Want to hear something terrible?”  She whispers as if sharing a deep secret.

“What is it?”

“As good as Tommy was, as big as he was…I think I could handle more.”  

“More?”

Her eyes burn with libidinous fires.  “I think I could handle deeper.  I think I could be stretched wider.  I think I could go longer.”  Her eyes are alight as her imagination soars.  “More men.  Fucking me one after another, all at once…filling every hole.  And you there, watching.  Watching your wife whore herself out to better men.  Waiting for me to be finished so you could clean me up and take me home.”

“Clean you up?”

“You would BEG for it.”  Her smile grows as she fantasizes.  “My cuck would be the best cuck ever.”   While she spoke of a sexual liberation earlier I see now in her fanatical expression that this particular fetish had captured her imagination.  Her eyes still staring out into space she whispers as much to herself as to me.  “I think it…and I want it!”

“You deserve it.”  I can barely believe what I was saying, but her fanatic energy was infectious.  “You deserve to be happy.”

“Hahhhhh.”  She sighs as she drifts back down to reality.  “Well, that was fun.  Quick, but fun.  The bright side is we still have all night.”  She reaches around and gives me a hard swat on the bare ass.  “Come on babe.  You’re taking me out on the town.  Who knows?”  She kisses me and smiles.  “Maybe we’ll get lucky.”

I look at the woman I loved so dearly, bewitched by her vibrant beauty that I see now through new eyes.  In all of our years never had she shone so bright.

Though I didn’t know it at the time that argument the other night had turned the page onto a new chapter of my life.  Would that chapter be that of a divorcee or a cuckold?  A free man or a cowed wimp?  Could I steer Linh back from this?  Did I even want to?  I had only questions.  While I could not see what future would bring I knew beyond all doubt, if I stayed with Linh, it would never be boring.

The End