朝風の雫便り 第11回/Asarbie Report No. 11 (Pixiv Fanbox)

「知らない」と「嫌い」は感情的にはイコール関係という話を耳にした。

初めて「うっせえわ」を聴いたときに若かりし頃の自分を思い出して共感性羞恥で一瞬「ウッ」っとなったんですよ。

でも何を思ったのか、毎日うっせえわを聴くことにしたんです。他にもBTSとかChinozoとか優里とか色々。しばらく続けていると「ウッ」という感じは無くなって「嫌いじゃ無いけど別に好きでもない」くらいの何となくニュートラルな感じになったんです。

で、今朝のニュースでAdoさんが楽曲が何百万再生されたということで、テレビでコメントを述べていたんですが、その瞬間「あっ！うっせえわの人だ！」っていう明らかにポジティブ側の感情が沸いたんですよ。「この子知ってる！」的な。

知らないから何か嫌、知ってるから何か親近感。地元の野球チームを応援したくなる理屈と同じなんだと。

あとサイトやツールのUIがアップデートされた時も決まって非難ごうごうですが、1ヶ月使うと何とも思わなくなるんですよ。そういう感じで(？)色々なモノを好きになりたいとは言わないけど(そこまで意識高くはない)、苦手なモノを減らしていきたいなぁと思ってます。

老害になりたくないとかじゃなくて、歳を重ねて日々アンテナが腐っていく感じに割と恐怖しているので、これは多分努力しないと、どうにか出来ないんだろうなぁと最近思いました。

＜次回作CG集告知中です！/Next CG collection is being announced!＞

薬師のふたなりダークエルフお姉さんが怪しいモノを仕入れてきた件

The apothecary's Futanari dark elf sister has been stocking up on some weird stuff.

[DLsite]

https://www.dlsite.com/maniax/announce/=/product_id/RJ320688.html

[FANZA]

https://www.dmm.co.jp/dc/doujin/-/detail/=/cid=d_198697/

I overheard someone say that "I don't know" and "I don't like" have an equal relationship emotionally.

The first time I listened to "Usseewa" (a popular song), it reminded me of myself when I was young, and I had a momentary "ugh" of empathic shame.

I don't know what I was thinking, but I decided to listen to it every day. I also listened to BTS, Chinozo, Yuuri, and many others. After a while, the "ugh" feeling disappeared and I became somewhat neutral, like "I don't hate it, but I don't like it either."

Then, this morning on the news, Ado (the singer who sings "Usseewa") was commenting on the millions of views her song has received, and at that moment, I thought, "Oh! it's the girl who said "Usseewa"! At that moment, I had an obviously positive feeling. "I know this girl!" Like.

I don't like her because I don't know her. Because I know her, I feel closer to her. It's the same logic that makes me want to support my local baseball team.

Also, when the UI of a site or tool is updated, there is always a lot of criticism, but after using it for a month, you don't think anything of it. That's how it is(?). I can't say I'm going to like all kinds of things, but I'd like to reduce the things I don't like.

It's not that I don't want to become an old person, but I'm afraid that my antennas are getting rotten day by day, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to do anything about it unless I make an effort.