This Week At KosoruCG 9/04-9/10 (Pixiv Fanbox)
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Hello GG Welcome to the weekly!
I feel like I haven't said this in a long time
Considering I feel like I won't have time to stop and write a weekly all August
now it seems like that was counterproductive
the more anxious I am, the less efficient I am
so now I decided to sit down and write a weekly report
just like before
glad i'm back
we even put next video's main character of the cover
as my schedule gets more and more chaotic
I haven't done this for a long time
I mean put the next video's main character on the cover of the weekly
uh...they are characters from SAO
If you haven't watched the later seasons, you may not know them
there is a rape scene in the anime
But this is an animation for everyone to watch,so....
there was no R18 scene
so here comes my work
I'm going to animate this rape scene, use my style to do it
this will be fun :)
I was stuck on a lot of things a while ago
Very, very many things
but almost all of these things come from me
mostly unsure about myself
I'm after something better
new skills, new plugins, new mods
everything is to surpass the previous self
this is the way I've always done things
But to be honest, sometimes it’s stressful
one thing I know very well is that:
"There's always someone better than you"
If you have to be number one in everything
you're going to have a hard time all your life
I understand all these things.
I also often tell others that the end of progress is training
almost everyone will agree that training is not fun
If you like jogging, you might do two laps of the park every day
If you're training, you're running non-stop every day
you keep running even if your muscles are sore
Someone once asked me if the end of progress is training
so what makes you persist?
I think the answer to that question is obsession
you have a goal, and you imagine what it will be like when you get this thing
that my friend, that's the motivation
But I'm also limited by this...
when i make a new thing
I'm not sure he's good enough
am I making progress or regressing?
Here I would like to thank everyone for their encouragement
I got a lot of courage from you guys
thanks a lot
I sometimes give other people some life advice
I thought I was a brave person
Turns out I'm thinking too much about a lot of things
maybe I'm afraid of failure or something less than perfect
I know there are no perfect people in the world
But another voice will tell me: "If you think that, you will not become a better person"
I didn't know which voice was right before
I don't think anyone is perfect
If you always ask yourself to do your best in everything, you will have a hard time
But I also agree that if you compromise on many things, you won't become a better person
I used to want to find out who was right
but now I think they're both right
You should be better than yesterday, you should keep improving
but at the same time you should also know
there is no perfect person in this world
So sometimes something...it's okay
It's okay not to be perfect
thank you again for your courage
I think I'll find my stride again
and make better videos
okay that's all
I'll let you know if there's any news
continue making hentai videos tomorrow!
Thank's for watching the weekly
we will meet again soon