This Week At KosoruCG 6/18-6/24 (Pixiv Fanbox)

weeeeeee another week passed

Hello GG welcome to the weekly

first let me introduce the SD of the cover

Mr.W https://www.pixiv.net/users/68758598

this seemingly simple SD is very beautiful

thanks him

Then let's start this weekly report

uh...yes we met the Blue Protocol

My first impression of Feste is

"I have to fuck her!!!!!!!!!!"

Then the server exploded on the day of release (14th)

can't connect at all

So when everyone is trying to connect, I made Feste's character card in KK

Usually I don't make character cards

I prefer to focus on animation

but no one made her card

So I just made it myself....

and tie her to a chair

I intuitively want to do this

Then I was banned two days later

because they don't serve all players who are not local in Japan

My level is only 14

but to be honest

I love so much

If I hadn't been banned I think I would have played this game forever

I really like the art style of this game

So much so that I even started researching how to like that in KK

this game reminds me of World of Warcraft 1.0

although everyone around me doesn't like it

everyone gave a lot of negative comments

What they're complaining about is the part I like

I like they gave me 12 skills and I can only choose 4 to use

that's good

but my friends say only four skills suck

I love walking around town delivering messages to NPCs

I think they have a very successful main city

but my friends think that's boring

Then I encountered the biggest problem in my life

I think....

"am I weird?"

I started thinking that when I make a video

my friends will tell me he thinks something is weird

but i think that's good

this thing bothered me for a long time

so much so that I can't complete Rat 4

"what should I do?"

I discuss my troubles with my friends

I said

I found that sometimes some things can be omitted

but sometimes not

I don't want to change my video style

I still wish it had lots of details

from his tone it sounds

although he didn't say that

but I can feel he thinks I'm thinking too hard

He told me that plots and such are only there when they need to be described

you don't have to choose

"abandoning the plot makes the video more useful"

or

"add more plots to make the movie less hentai"

You can do both in one series

I heard that i'm just like:

"uh....yeah....why do I need to choose between the two"

funny thing is

This thing bothered me for about three days

I have been modifying Rat 4 continuously for three days

but don't know what to do

I think there are a lot of things that make the video less hot

I think there are many creators who can do better hentai than me

even if it's just a 7 second loop

but I don't want to lose my styles

those are my styles

I want to be a better creator

instead of being someone

So it's not a good thing to do it the way someone else does

Just such a thing bothered me for three days

make me stand still

Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid

why don't i talk to someone

Sometimes there are some things that you think about, and you may not have an answer no matter how long

but if you talk to someone, it can be resolved quickly

this made me feel again that having friends is a very important thing

Speaking of this

i have an old friend who told me

i'm so real

he thinks that's good

yeah i think that's good too

When I say a word I don't have to think about whether it's true or not

if you lie a lot

say different answers to different people

you probably won't mess with anyone

But you'll need to think before you speak

"has this person asked me this question before?"

"what did i say last time?"

because obviously you shouldn't give different answers

why i know this?

Cause I told a lot of lies too

when I was in all kinds of different companies

I don't want to mess with anyone

so i usually don't express any opinion

about my thoughts

if you say you hate something

people who hate that stuff as much as you do will be your "ally"

but people who like that stuff will be your "enemy"

So I used to never express an opinion

but that's lonely

You have no allies nor enemies nor friends

then what did i do?

I think "thinking what answer does this guy want to hear"

is a very troublesome thing

so someday

I say yes to what I like

I hate something I say I hate that

Then I did offend a lot of people

a while ago, someone told me that a certain Youtuber commented on whether all kinds of restaurants are good or not

He got scolded

very serious blame

People say:

"that is your own subjective idea, you are a public figure, how can you say it is bad"

then everyone said to cancel his subscription

In the end, this Youtuber also came forward to apologize

but I think people's anger is weird

if i think something is bad

that's my subjective opinion of course

otherwise would it be a result of some academic research?

Or what kind of statistics should I do?

then I can say on behalf of everyone that this thing is bad?

this is everyone's opinion

obviously unreasonable

So of course I'm going to say "my personal subjective opinion"

Because obviously I can't represent anyone

I think being a very honest person

although it will make people who hate you hate you very much

but i think you will because your honesty

got a friend

not an ally

an ally is everything he likes and you say you like it too

everything he hates you say you hate it too

but friends are different

You may not like what he likes

he hates something you might like

But that's what friends are, isn't it?

If you only talk to people who share your opinion

everyone around you thinks the same as you

how do you get any advice

if they thinks like you?

uh....I have no idea why i talk this

But it happens a lot in my weekly

so people probably not surprised

because i usually write whatever comes to mind

anyway i am very grateful to those friends who helped me

if you have any trouble

I think you should talk to your friends

They should be able to give me good advice like my friends

let's go back to the video

I don't think I'm going to give up the plot

or any detail that I think should be done

but I will make some short videos in the series just to keep everyone healthy

Those loops are really useful

I totally feel it

but if you ask me how will update after

I have no idea

But I'll definitely find a way to make it better

as for the plan

I plan to finish lucky day and stalker series in june

Considering that we will be doing partner series in July

and possibly Mtmt 0

As for Feste sama....

she may appear at any point in time

now that I've been banned I can't see her in the game

then I can only play with her in KK

so....yeah

she may show up anytime

I feel like I may have forgotten somethingmaybe i should eat something to help my memory or something

I am not sure...

maybe just an idiot

okay that's all

thank you for reading the weekly:)