This Week At KosoruCG 2/9-2/15 (Pixiv Fanbox)

Hello GG

It's time for our weekly report again

Man it's been a busy week last week

I am preparing to move

Remember when I mentioned that my grandfather passed away?

I'm going home tomorrow and attending his funeral

I feel like I haven't seen these relatives for a long time

I hope there won't be too much drama

Christian funerals are not usually used in my country

they will cry exaggeratedly

Then you need to kneel down several times with the dead person

I can't understand why we can't all get together

then talk about the deeds of the deceased

then we all remember him

that's all....I think it's best

there's nothing we can do for the dead

we can only treat him better while he is alive right?

too many tears too many wailing

that's not what the dead need

I hope all the dead rest in peace

at the same time, I also hope that all living people can live a good life

speaking of living people

I mentioned my ex-boss on Mtmt3

I'm moving out this month

Although I have resigned, sometimes I will help him when he encounters a large number of orders

and eat his pork chops as payment, of course

after I leave he's on his own and his wife's brother

It's just the two of them in his restaurant

and there will be part-timers to help at night

I met him again today, he was eating curry rice with his eyes closed

when I talked to him, he only opened his eyes about 0.5 cm when talking to me

He said he couldn't sleep at night no way to sleep well

I asked him how long he slept in the last week

he told me "maybe 30 hours?"

I told him "man you're killing yourself"

I just asked him "does your wife know about this?"

he told me"yeah...she knows" so I asked him "what did she say"

then he told me "she didn't say anything"

I think so...what else can you say?

Tell him not to try so hard? tell him to relax ? or take a vacation?

no that's useless

He told me his head hurts

I know the reason is because he didn't sleep

but I can't sleep for him

all I can do is give him a box of painkillers

Maybe you reading this weekly paper or someone you know

am also facing the same difficulties in life as my ex-boss

I've had tough times in life too

tell you a story

I work as a chef for a big company

They have a lot of inventory to count and I'm in charge

then one night I got into a taxi at 5am and was going home

When I got into the taxi, the driver told me:"Good morning sir, where do you want to go?"

I just realized, "oh, it's morning..."

I sat in the car and looked out the window at the street that was still a little dark

Then I thought:

"Does work hard will definitely pay off??"

"Can we really gain light by constantly walking in the dark?"

"Is there always a dawn after the most darkest time?

"I continue to walk on this road Can I really get what I want at the end of this road?"

"emmm....what exactly do I want....?"

I came home with these questions and by the time I got out of the shower it was about 7:00 in the morning

I'm going to wake up in three hours and go to work...

again...

I sleep with these questions and go to work three hours later

pretend to be in good spirits and greet everyone

because I'm a manager

I can't show my tiredness that affects the team

the end of the story is

I don't think I can accept these workplace lies

these fake colleagues or these corporate systems

I want to get things done I don't want to be superficial to fool anyone

but that environment doesn't encourage us to do that

so I left

came to this restaurant now

my friend aka my ex-boss

he decided to open a restaurant

I told him I'm missing a job right now, do you have any openings?

He told me:"yeah man...but all I can afford is a lousy salary I can't even ask you"

I told him it's okay

anyway, you just mentioned to me that you have an empty basement.

I can moved in

then I save time in traffic

you can pay me less

So I lived downstairs in his restaurant

and work for him

because we don't have enough manpower

so we have a lot of work

but no weird company rules

or a bunch of fake colleagues

he respects me too and is a nice guy

I have a good time working

and now I'm leaving here again

start a new life away from the city

that's my story

What about yours?

I can't tell you it's better to stay or leave

i have no answer

But I can tell you can't stop thinking

You have to keep thinking "what do you want"

how do you get it

if you're sure you know how to get it

do it then don't let anything get in your way

I think the biggest goal of a person's life is not just to live

the end of all is death

So what makes your life meaningful?

what can make you happy and get you motivated?

find it

when you think you can't take it anymore

you want to give up

these things will save you

and make you stand up again then go get what you want

if you're sure you're on this path

Just don't give up, keep going, you will definitely get what you want

I am very sure

hope you can get what you want

be who you want to be

You can take this as my prayer

I really hope so

...oh and I haven't even started talking about what I'm going to do next week?

I'm sorry if you've been paying attention to that Ryza for a long time

because she has nothing to do with what I'm going to talk about today LOL

I'm just testing out my new character

There are no plans for her yet

uh...yes I think partner 8 will come out this week

In terms of planning, I probably need to do the 9 or 10 episode

this is going to be my longest series so far

I'll use some other series of videos in it as well

Mtmt4 will be seen in about a few hours

but i don't guarantee

Because I often have too many things I want to put in when I make a video

The result is longer and longer LOL (like Take out 4)

And then I will update this week with a short video about a little zombie girl

I feel like I lack a lot of loli while making Mtmt

So I'll test my new skin on a little girl

that's all

I'll let you know if there's any news

Thank you for watching this week's weekly report

we will meet again soon