生存報告 / Survival report (Pixiv Fanbox)

約2ヶ月活動できずすみません… Twitter/Xをフォローしてくださっている方はご存知かもですが、最近絵のスランプが酷く、創作意欲がかなり減っていました。ちょうど9月に本業でも大きな仕事も重なり、時間的にも精神的にも絵がまったく描けない状況でした。 自分の場合、他の絵師様に比べて作品が伸びないことが大きな悩みだったので、この2ヶ月間意識的にSNSを見ないようにしてネットデトックスをしました。そのおかげか、少しずつお絵描きのモチベが戻ってきました。 とりあえず、色々悩んでも仕方がないので、まずはずっとコンプレックスを感じている「漫画」を今回こそ完成させるのを目標に、リハビリをしています。制作ストップしていた「都築ゆな」のキャラを描き直して、完成させるのを目標としています。まずはリハビリで２ページ完成しましたので、ご覧ください。寝取り堕胎SEXものなので、苦手な方もいるかもですが…。 「漫画を最後まで描いた」という実績で自信をつけたいので、高望みをせずに「全５ページ」をゴールに頑張ります。 Sorry for not being active for about 2 months... As those of you who follow me on Twitter/X may know, I have been in a severe drawing slump lately, and my creativity has been decreasing considerably. In September, I also had a major workload at my day job, and I was not able to draw at all, both time-wise and mental-wise. In my case, I had a big problem that my works were not receiving popularity (such as Likes and RTs) as fast as those of other artists. So, for the past two months I consciously avoided looking at social networking services and detoxed myself from the Internet. Thanks to that, I have gradually regained my motivation to draw. For now, I am doing rehabilitation work with the goal of completing my manga, which I have been feeling complex about for a long time. My goal is to redraw the character of "Yuna Tsuzuki," which I had stopped working on, and complete it. As the first result, I have completed two pages in rehabilitation, so please take a look. Some of you may not like it because it is an NTR + abortion SEX... I want to gain drawing confidence from the achievement of "having drawn a manga to the end." So, I will try my best to achieve the goal of "5 pages in total," not aiming at an over-achiever.