投稿が遅くなり申し訳ありません - (Sorry for the Delay with Posting) (Pixiv Fanbox)

Don`t have to worried I will post the New progress and 4K Wallpaper too ~ And also with Emilia Visual Novel games WIP progress ~ ( try to make it ready in December for at least play it some parts) _________________________________________________ Unfortunately, the last two months was a nightmare for me ~ and probably will be much more worse . . . because life love to kick my lovely butt -_-)" I did lost my Ko-fi Support page and do get many reports and Copyright strikes and banned art progress on Pixiv Sketch. I not gonna lie, I start to scared to post anything about me or new art progress ~ Even in my Discord sever had arguing about Tagging @everyone and ask something or about my new posts ~ And my fans start to Mute my server and or leave the Server. I simple don`t know how to process this and figure out what would be the best for everyone. ( I have to broke to two Side my ABDL and AR Support page. Making new system on my discord server and on my Support page as well) In my Tweeter Poll Vote peoples give me fake feedback's or Votes and its really making my New art progress Hard. And at thins point I "F" paranoid now ~ Don`t know which direction I should choose or start to draw ~ my Friends keep telling me draw what I want or like~ and I get Copyright strikes or Banned . . . or weird emails or Notes on DA . . . I`m confused . . . so much ~ I never image that being a Artist today is almost like being a Target board front of everyone whos have "darts" PS¬ I`m sorry "donnyg" I know you try to help me but I`m at this point completely felled apart~ And I know you said I should talk about my problems ~ But I can`t . . . If I gonna do I`m sure peoples gonna leave me ~ because I`m Stressing them too. I can be really Annoying and Hysterical and I know peoples are don`t wanna see me like that :P