In regards to commissions types... (Pixiv Fanbox)

Honest time from me, Luci! Long story short, I am quite drained from working on characters that aren't in my main interest, specifically female only commissions.

As you may probably know (or guessed) that my main taste is toward male characters and so far, I have just took every commissions and requests I have been requested for, since I am just grateful that you guys enjoy my art, and it also serves as my means to support my family and bills. That feeling is still the same, and what got me to power through 4 years of commissions strongly.

However, I can feel it slowly eating my mental health to draw something that I am not into WHILE trying to make it lewd, which is quite harder than it seems. (The hardest part, is that I need to make these artworks lewd and horny while... I can't feel the honry energy myself and have to guess what the requester may enjoy about these gals, and STILL make it good somehow).

So I am going to announce and be honest with you all that I may turn down some commissions that I don't have the energy or confidence to work on depending on my condition and your request. If it includes males, tickling, milking and or feet (or female MIXED with males), you are pretty much safe to say it is safe to work on, but if it is female only, or if it is too complicated that I am not 100% sure I can do it well enough, I will be honest and turn those down.

*** I'll still do my best to discuss with you to get the best out of it, and will still do it if I have enough energy and spirit! ***

I am making this announcement to 1. to be honest with you guys about how I am and how I feel, so you guys know how things are, rather than me hiding it and repressing it. 2. to not make any half-baked or not-confident work while I feel unmotivated. Your requests, your feelings, and the money you saved to get those artworks are all very respected from me that I do not wish to take it, then not being able to bring good work. So far I have been just powering through and hope for the best, but I fear someday it will drain out and get too late to fix. 3. to let you know that for making lewd art, it is quite hard to bring the 'oomf' to the pic since I can't rely on my own 'lewd energy'

Hope you can understand it, and I am sorry that I couldn't just power through and just keep going as I did. I tried to not make this an issue, since I care about everyone of you, especially in regards to respecting your taste.

I respect everyone of your tastes and no taste is better than the other, that isn't changed. This is just about ME WORKING ON things that I AM NOT personally into. I believe that is quite different.

TLDR: I may or may not turn down some commissions/requests that I am not 100% ready for, including female only nsfw artworks etc. (female works are NOT BANNED, just not recommended for me) I will still do my best to discuss and draw female works if I feel the energy for it - just know that it isn't my specialty!