『闇を祓って 闇を祓って』update 001 (Pixiv Fanbox)
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lately, my Hentai life feels really dry desu.
at first, I am able to enjoy drawing hentai desu.
at that time I feel like
[Hey, who need the RPG project If I can live happily with this Hentai life]
after 2 years of hentai life, my feeling feels like
[this is not enough] desu.
my own work no longer gives me any excitement desu.
it tasteless desu.
my excitement that has left now is to enjoy sharing it with other people desu.
and wait for other artists or hentai game developers to make a meal for me desu.
I do not know If one day this going to change too desu.
that why I desperate to find people who crazy enough to buy me the meal desu.
the meal that I have been talking about is the RPG project desu.
the crazy plan,
that pushes all of the hentai developers to make a better standard desu.
my lazy brother is the real example of the walking dead desu.
he has the skill, has an idea but zero motivation desu.
he just only lives for eats and sleeps and poop desu.
If no life-threatening situation happens he just the NPC desu.
that why I have to create a life-threatening situation for him everyday desu.
I not good at making friends desu.
that why I do not know what the other artist is thinking desu.
more like I jealous of their environment,
I can not fake myself to be a good person to them desu.
instead of trying to ask for the answers, I turn to the RPG project desu.
I never on the CG artist side desu.
I am on the supporter side,
the side of people who want some good meal for their life desu.
I understand the feeling of what its like to wait for the meal desu.
that why I want hentai work to have more and higher standard desu.
and the Empress team is also part of the top meals that I have been waiting for desu.
I wonder If this year they going to try something different or any trick for the service desu.
just thinking about this gives me a lot of life energy desu.
IF I remember it right Bible black VN is the very first game that gives me a high impression on the Hentai route desu.
at that time I would never plan even to beat this team desu.
but now I want to create a game that can beat them all desu.
not just RPG type desu.
at the end of the month, I going to take a break for 1-2 days ne.
study the rival is also part of the RPG project desu.
http://www.getchu.com/soft.phtml?id=1132221
and for work progress desu.
this week going to have only part 1 ne.
the next part will be put on next week desu.
but there will be more updates at Maxi Ver002 ne.