次です (Pixiv Fanbox)

my original work already reaches the teacher desu. in the past, it takes me 5 years to figure everything out just by myself desu. 1 day in college worth 5 years of my self-learning knowledge desu. If this investment really make a lot of difference like the previous time, I going to keep study more in the future desu. ---- and about the fate of my lazy brother desu. I going to send him to live with the monk desu. to him, it means hell desu. he must think that I kind of Satan desu. I going to make him realize that I will never ruin his life desu. prove it by sending him to the hell desu. and when he returns, I will make sure that he will treasure the time, the promised, the pen, and the paper more than anythings desu. it too late now desu. I already leave my lazy brother with uncle's hand's desu. I do not need my lazy brother's criticism anymore desu. I do not need my lazy brother to watch my back anymore desu. we both will get stronger If we separate desu. because my lazy brother is here so I have to depend on him desu. and because I am here my lazy brother is depending on me desu. it times to move forward now desu. after knowing my true personality it no needs to hold back desu. I going to be true to myself in order to move forward desu. the old me would never agree to this desu. poor lazy poor maxi what an unfortunate fate.