次です (Pixiv Fanbox)

about work desu. this one draws by Cintiq pro 24 desu. look like the most important thing for speed up is confident desu. because when I test some ratio knowledge on this work, by using Cintiq pro 24 the difference is clear desu. I can do it faster and with more confidence desu. that why Mai-san really fasts at drawing and coloring desu. I plan to use Cintiq pro 24 more on the standing pose type desu. I just make the working place more convenient for work desu. right now when I use Cintiq pro 24 I have to move all tools around, and that really wasting time that why I have to work on drawing for the first 2 days and the last 2 days is coloring desu. with this, I can move more freely desu. this will be the true form of 四刀流 the two sword fighting style desu. ---- and about the new plan of [top secret part] I still not have time to think about it yet desu. because I do not want to make this Fanbox become like a marketing desu. It not like I hate marketing or try to find the shortcut anything like that desu. this might sound a bit ego and selfish but I want this project to be pure desu. I feel like the project can go on with people with strong believer desu. that because I am the only bridge only road of support to the project desu. In real life no matter how good I try to be people always make a distance and do not want to get involved with me desu. my personal social network before the turn into hentai only has my childhood friend and my lazy brother to keep press my like button for me desu.[but now it zero desu.] but do not worry desu. I already level 99 on being zero desu. I still have no idea until now about what its problems desu. that why I need a strong belief to be based on this project desu. that why I need the team instead of just people who only here by the marketing concept desu. actually, I not realize this until now desu. I always try to find an explanation for everything in my life desu. sometimes I think this explanation feels like some excuse or maybe something that gives me the reason to live with myself desu. I feel like people might start to hate me without me notice again desu. I already get used to it desu. but people in my team might not get used to it yet desu. that why that scared me desu. If I am alone I ready to keep to start from zero anytime desu. If the RPG project is collapse again like the previous time I feel like I might not be able to ask anyone to join the crew again desu. feel free to comment ne