近況のご報告 (Pixiv Fanbox)

皆様、こんばんは。

しげきっくすです。

日頃よりご支援頂き誠にありがとうございます！

　さて、Twitterをご覧頂いている方はご存知かもしれませんが、うつ病になりまして会社を休業することになりました。

昨年来、心身共に調子が悪い事が多く(仕事のせいですね...)、直近は仕事のプレッシャーが格段に高まってプツンと糸が切れてしまった感じです。

　仕事ができる、責任感が強い等々言われていましたが、一方で抱え込んで迷走し自分をボコボコに虐めていたようです。

無理なときは無理という、当たり前ですが、なかなかできないんですよね...

　と、言う状況ですが、ぼくは結構元気です！

仕事をせずに、先のことを考えず、ゆらっと過ごしていると心が穏やかになりました。

仕事に追われない日々、一体何年ぶりでしょう...

薬は日々飲んで(気持ち悪くなる...)、なにかするとすぐに疲れちゃうけれど、それ以外はそこそこ普通に生きてます。

　絵や漫画を描いたり、アニメを見たりする時間ができたのは純粋にうれしいです！

昨日今日で久々に絵を描きましたが、疲れやストレスと無縁だからか集中力がすごい！

今日は7時間くらいぶっ通しで絵を描いてましたね。絵を描くの楽しいなと改めて思いました。

この先、しばらく休業になるので、徐々に絵や漫画を描くペースを上げていこうと思います。(もちろん、体調最優先ですが...！)

　皆さんに特にお伝えしたいのはここから。

今後の生き方として、専業漫画家/イラストレーターになることを真剣に考えています。

とはいえ、漫画の原稿料では生活を成り立たせることはできないため、支援サイトやskeb、同人活動など、いろんな活動をして家族の生活を守っていきたいと思っています。

皆さんの温かいご支援が今まで以上に私の生活と作家としての活動を支えることになります。

引き続き温かいご支援をいただければ幸いです。　

　また、ご満足いただけたら周囲に私の支援サイトや仕事、活動などを広めていただけると、とてもうれしいです！

Twitterで支援サイトの宣伝、告知などをしますのでこれをRTいただくだけでも、更に多くの方に私の活動を知って頂くことができますね！

もろもろ書き連ねましたのでまとめますと

　・うつで休業してるけど元気で絵が描けます！

　・今後専業作家として生きていくことを考えています！

　・皆様のご支援に心から感謝！

　・よかったら周りに支援サイトでの活動を広めてもらえたらうれしいです！

以上4点、皆様にお伝えしたいことでした。

この後、逆バニー赤城さんを投稿するので、ぜひ見てくださいね！(*‘ω‘ *)

Good evening, everyone. This is Shigekix. Thank you very much for your continued support! 　As those of you who follow me on Twitter may know, I have been diagnosed with depression and have decided to take a leave of absence from the company. Since last year, I have been feeling sick both physically and mentally (due to my work...). Most recently, the pressure at work has increased dramatically, and I feel like I've lost the thread. 　I was told that I was good at my job, that I had a strong sense of responsibility, etc., but on the other hand, I was holding on to things and getting lost, beating myself up and abusing myself. It is natural to say that when you can't do something, you can't do it, but it's hard to do... 　I'm in a situation where I'm saying, "I can't do it when I can't do it".

But I'm doing quite well! I feel peaceful when I am not working, not thinking about the future, and spending my time leisurely. It's been years since I've had a day off from work... I take medicine everyday (it makes me sick...). I get tired easily when I do something, but other than that, my life is pretty normal. 　I'm genuinely happy that I have time to draw pictures, do cartoons, and watch anime! I painted yesterday and today for the first time in a long time, but I am not tired or stressed, so my concentration is amazing! I was painting for about seven hours straight today. I realized once again how much fun it is to paint. Since I will be out of work for a while, I will gradually pick up the pace of my painting and cartooning. (Of course, my first priority is my physical condition...!) 　Here is what I want to tell you all in particular. I am seriously considering becoming a full-time manga artist/illustrator as a way of life in the future. However, since I cannot make a living from the manga manuscript fees, I would like to protect my family's livelihood through various activities such as support sites, Skeb, and doujin activities. Your warm support will support my life and activities as a writer more than ever. I would appreciate your continued warm support. 　Also, if you are satisfied with my support, I would be very happy if you would spread the word about my support site, my work, and my activities to those around you! I will advertise and announce my support site on Twitter, so just by RT this, even more people will be able to know about my activities! I've written a lot of things, so let me summarize 　・I'm taking a leave of absence due to depression, but I'm doing well and painting pictures! 　・I'm thinking of becoming a full-time artist in the future!

　・Thank you very much for your support! 　・I would be happy if you could spread the word about our activities on the support site! These are the four things I would like to tell you. I will post a reverse bunny Akagi-san after this, so please take a look! (*‘ω‘ *)