Depression, new Pixiv Policies, and the future (Pixiv Fanbox)

Hello, Logonis here.

First off, I want to be honest about my current state. I am currently struggling with major depression, and it is heavily affecting my hobbies, life, and of course, my art.

I have had depression for about 2 to 3 years now, and it goes up and down. As of right now, I have not touched an art program in about 3 months. I look to get help, but the health policies of America are notoriously bad, as many might know. I will not quit however, just be aware that any long pauses between my art are more than likely due to my mental state.

Now onto the new Pixiv policies. They have not released yet, however it seems that I may need to use a new service for specific (or all) R-18G content, if the new policies are to be believed. They made it sound like "consensual" guro content will be allowed, but I have no idea. Fortunately, my *fetish is not actually guro. I will begin to post non-guro content that is allowed here, while picking a new service to host R-18G work and R-18G Koikatsu scenes, as well as other content not allowed by Pixiv on FANBOX anymore. I would recommend unsubscribing from this FANBOX for now after you obtain all the content you wish to have, as I will most likely need to remove nearly everything from this FANBOX soon. Your continued patronage despite the removal of content would of course be incredibly appreciated.

*To be specific, my fetish is "illogical situations and impossible mechanics" (though not exactly anything under that category). As such, you may start to see more futanari, inflation (usually from semen), vore (female on female, to be specific, as well as futanari penis vore, anal, and unbirth), non-humanoid birth, extreme fetal movement, reversal of common sense, and of course hyper variations of any of the above mentioned, as well as other things. If consensual guro is allowed, I will continue to post it here. If not, it will be moved alongside all the other guro content.

I do not agree at all with these new policies, and I will never agree with any sort of discrimination or censorship against any sort of artform, be it loli, guro, scat, or anything else, though I understand this policy may not be specifically meant to discriminate or censor anything. But that is what is happening, and I must conform. The future looks strange and a bit grim, but guro never was my only enjoyment when it came to hentai, so I see no reason to stop. It's going to take more than some asinine new policies to stop me.

Take it easy, I'll see you guys around. Till next time.