【雑記】　♯3835 (Pixiv Fanbox)

１３年前はまだアナログで線画を描いてスキャンしてた🦁✨

私の画力が急速に上がり始めたのはこの時期だった気がする。

やっぱり作業すると痛みが強いので長時間は作業できない

けどタイピンクならそんなに問題は無いと気づいた

昔のスケッチとか載せながら日記くらいは書けるんじゃないかと！

作業できないと途端にやることが無くなるのが怖いです。

まるで自分が無価値になった気さえする。

右手使えないから他の作業も出来ないし…

出来そうなのは漫画のネタ出しくらい。

こういう時のためのストックではあるのだけど

ストックが減る事にすごい恐怖を感じるよ💦

また無理して悪化したら目も当てられないので

今は大人しくしとく😂

13 years ago I was still drawing line drawings in analog and scanning 🦁✨.

I think it was during this time that my drawing skills started to improve rapidly.

I still have a lot of pain when I work on it, so I can't work on it for long periods of time.

But I realized that with tie pink, I don't have that much of a problem.

I thought I could at least write a diary while putting up old sketches and stuff!

I'm afraid that if I can't work on it, I instantly have nothing to do.

I even feel as if I am worthless.

I can't use my right hand, so I can't do anything else...

The only thing I can do is to put out comic strips.

I have a stockpile for times like this, but...

I'm terrified that my stock is going to run out💦.

If I push myself too hard and it gets worse, I won't be able to do anything.

I'll keep quiet for now 😂.