［Ｂ塗りNSFW］　日記　♯3520 (Pixiv Fanbox)

ちゅっぱちゅっぱ(＾ω＾)

fanboxにR-18を投稿するようになって4年もの間カバー画像に気をつけてたけど

一度やっちまえばどうってことないね…🥹

というか今ではほとんど関わりのないイラストレーター達より

ファンやファンになってくれる可能性のある人達に気を使うべきなのに

カッコつけてしまってた…昔の友人にケモホモって思われたくなくて(´;ω;`)

私の中でカバー画像をR-18にするのは禁忌扱いだったから

これを打ち破れたのは一皮向けたってことなのかも。

ところでチンチンが上手く描けなかったときとか

モザイク入れた方が逆に想像力を掻き立ててエロく感じることない？🥹

モザイク英才教育受けた日本人だからそう感じちゃうのかなぁ？

Sucks sucks...(＾ω＾)

I've been posting R-18 on fanbox for four years now, and I've been careful with my cover image.

Once you've done that, it's no big deal... 🥹.

I mean, I now have more potential fans and admirers than the illustrators I have little to do with.

I should be more concerned about my fans and potential fans than the illustrators I have little to do with now.

I was trying to be cool... I didn't want my old friends to think I was a chemophobe.

I've always considered it forbidden to have an R-18 cover image.

I think the fact that I was able to break through this means that I've turned a corner.

By the way, when I couldn't draw a cock well...

By the way, when you can't draw a cock well, doesn't mosaic stimulate the imagination and make it feel more erotic? I don't know.

I wonder if I feel that way because I am a Japanese who was educated as a gifted mosaic artist.