愛犬写真集　 Eng ♯3129 (Pixiv Fanbox)

写真立て作りました。

こういったものを作ったのは人生で初めて。

思い出って大切だね…🥹

I made a photo frame.

This is the first time in my life that I have made something like this.

Memories are so important... 🥹.

家に来たばかりの頃のアダム

すっごい可愛かった🥹

Adam when he first came home.

He was soooo cute 🥹.

親のデジカメ貸してもらって自分で撮ったのを覚えてます。

今撮っておいたら未来で意味があるかも？

なんて思ってた🥹

I remember my parents loaned me their digital camera and I took a picture of myself.

Maybe if I took it now, it might mean something in the future?

What a thought 🥹.

騒いでても、視線を送るとピタっと静かになって

「僕悪いことしてないよ？」

みたいな上目遣いでじーーっとこっち見てるのが可愛かった。

おバカだけど絶対に噛んだりしない犬だった。

They'd make a fuss, but then I'd look at them and they'd go quiet.

I was so cute.

It was so cute that he would stare at me with his eyes looking up at me like "I didn't do anything wrong, did I?

He was a silly dog, but he never bit me.

近づくとすぐお腹を見せて

触ってもらえるまでずーっと尻尾振りながら待ってるの😁

そして私はここから9年実家を離れ…

アダム元気にしてる？久しぶりに写真欲しいなって頼んで送ってもらったのか…

He shows his belly as soon as you approach him.

I wait for him to touch me, wagging my tail the whole time 😁.

And I've been away from home for 9 years now...

How are you Adam? I asked him to send me a picture of him after a long time...

これ…毛も抜けまくってて別の犬みたいに弱弱しくなってる

この状態になるまで連絡もしない親に腹が立ったのを覚えてます。

大事なこと何一つ連絡してこない、そういう所がすごく嫌だった。

This... he's losing all his hair and he's as weak and feeble as another dog.

I remember being so angry at my parents for not contacting me until I was in this state.

They never contacted me about anything important, and I hated that about them.

私はしばらくして実家に戻りアダムの世話をするようになって

毛も生えてきてこのまま回復して欲しいと思ってた矢先に亡くなりました。

実家に戻って半年後のことでした。

もっと可愛がってあげたかった(´;ω;`)

I returned to my parents' house after a while to take care of Adam.

Just as I was hoping that his hair would grow back and he would continue to recover, he passed away.

It was half a year after I returned to my parents' house.

I wanted to take better care of him.

私が実家に戻った時点でいつ亡くなってもおかしくないくらい弱ってたから

よく半年も頑張ってくれたなぁ…。

もう6年前か…時がたつのは早いね

He was so weak that he could have died at any time when I returned to my parents' house.

I'm amazed that he hung in there for six months....

Already six years ago... time flies.

後に知ったけど、私がいない間は妹が可愛がってくれてたみたいで

このような写真がいくつも残ってた。

それが大分救いになりました🥴

I found out later that my sister was very protective of her while I was gone.

She left a number of pictures like this one.

That helped a lot 🥴.