s基礎練習　雑記eng　♯3045 (Pixiv Fanbox)

昔一度描いた名もない渋狼。

最近モチベーションが上向き傾向にあります😁

覚悟ってのは本当に大事だね。

ファンボックスは私のモチベーションが高いときに量産した絵のストックから更新されることが多いから今のモチベーションに関係なく更新することが可能。

だけどモチベが低いと絵のストックもどんどん減って、読者になんとなく伝わってしまってるんじゃないかと不安になるし、自己肯定感も低下するしで良い事ないんだ💦

ここ一ヶ月、絵を描いてるだけでは得られない経験が出来たから

それを作品に生かせたら良いな～と思ってる。

10月も残りわずか、悔いのないようににするよ！

ちなみにこの狼は数日前に描いた新しい絵です😁

A reluctant wolf with no name that I painted once a long time ago.

Motivation has been on the upswing lately 😁.

I think it's really important to be prepared.

I can update my fanbox regardless of my current motivation because I often update from the stock of pictures I mass-produced when my motivation is high.

However, when my motivation is low, my stock of drawings is decreasing rapidly, and I worry that the readers are somehow getting the message, which is not a good thing 💦 and lowers my self-esteem.

I've had a lot of experience in the past month that I couldn't have gained just by drawing.

I hope I can use that in my artwork.

October is only a few days away, so I'll try not to have any regrets!

By the way, this wolf is a new picture I painted a few days ago 😁.