s基礎練習356　 雑記eng　♯1292 (Pixiv Fanbox)

ポーズがエティな…

今日は父の日ですね🦁✨

私の父は自分から挨拶出来ないし、いってきます、お休み、ただいま、ご馳走様、おいしかったよ等、そういった事がまったく言えない、居るだけで周囲の人間を暗い気持ちにさせる人です。

どうやって生きてきたのだろうと疑問に感じるほどです🐺✨

母に「今日は父の日だけど父には普段いろいろあげてるし、今日は特に何もするつもりは無いよ」と言ったけど、結局ケーキを買いました(母の分も)

渡したら超小さい声で「ありがとう」と言っているような気はしました。

父の事は人間的には尊敬できないし、ああはなりたくないと思って育ってきたけどそれは感情的なものであって、育てて貰った恩は消えません。

そう思ったら買ってました( ･ิ∀･ิ)

悪い感情で他者への態度を変えたりしたくないですしね…。

麻倉葉や炭治朗のように自分をしっかり持った強い人間になりたいなぁ🦁✨

The pose is an eti...

It's Father's Day 🦁✨✨

My father is a useless adult who can't say goodbye, goodnight, I'm home, thank you for dinner, good food, good food, etc. He makes everyone around him feel gloomy just by being there.

I wonder how I've lived my life🐺✨

I said to my mom, "I know it's Father's Day, but I usually give my dad a lot of things, and I'm not going to do anything special today.

I said, but I ended up buying a cake (and my mom's).

I felt like I was saying "thank you" in a super small voice when I gave it to him.

I don't respect my father as a human being, and I grew up thinking I didn't want to be like that, but that's an emotional thing, and the debt I owe him for raising me doesn't go away.

Holy shit, I would have bought it if I thought that.

I don't want to change my attitude towards others because of bad feelings.

I want to be a strong person like Asakuraha and Sumijiro 🦁✨✨.