Please, stop uploading my rewards to other websites... (Pixiv Fanbox)

I write this only in English.

I have to say this.

Recently, some of my friends and subscribers told me that my Rewards were uploaded on websites immediately.

So do now, I watched my rewards just got uploaded.

Now, my hands are trembling and can't think straight well.

I don't know if you are a supporter or not, who, and how.

I know I can't stop it. Some may upload my work later, of course... but if you are my subcribers...would you please stop uploading my rewards?

I'm having a terrible time after my grandmother's death.

That hurts me bad, Really bad.

Please...